FIRSTS
First best friend: oh God,Brandon,Kari,Brianne,Heather G

First car: Mercury Cougar

First real kiss: Russ(if you only KNEW)

First break-up: XX  never ever XX

First screen name: something totally stupid..cheerdiva or something hilarious

First self purchased album: I think it was the Celine Dion Titanic soundtrack CD:)

First funeral:My parents best friend.

First pets: I think fish..but JasonMud and Matilda

First piercing/tattoo: Ear-when I was 2

First credit card: pssshh..

First true love: I think loved Sal before anyone..and that's when it ended I think.

First enemy: Ally and that chinese chick in 4th grade(wonderful memory)

First big trip: Saint Louis..but then again,my life has been one big trip! haha

First music you remember hearing in your house: My Daddy!

LASTS
Last car ride: Coming back from C-ville

Last kiss: I think Joel*sigh*

Last good cry: Monday...

Last library book checked out: Boulevard of Broken Dreams:James Dean Bio.

Last movie seen: BJ
Last beverage drank: Sweet Tea

Last food consumed: Cheese..cheddar.

Last crush: Howlin' Pelle Almquivst(Sweedish) but other than that I guess Nat or Jordan

Last phone call: Sunday night- Eva

Last time showered: 7.

Last shoes worn: Blue Tennishoes!!

Last item bought: Vanilla Cocoa Mocha at the library

Last annoyance: Probably yesterday while reading a sad story...

Last time wanting to die: Honestly? Anytime theres an argument

Last time scolded: like an hour ago.lol.
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Heather G.,Eva,Mellisa(Ariel!),Brandon Taylor,Scott Gardener,Jordan Butts,Lisa Pengilly,Shannon B,Kari North,Kate Shay

02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No way!! and not again:)

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Charlotte Russe, Macy*s

02. any tattoos or piercings? no, just ears

S p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no.

02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier

03. what are you most scared of? Bein alone,tornadoes,lightening

04. what are you listening to right now? The Rogers Sisters: Freight Elevator

05. where do you want to get married? Las Vegas(if I decide to get married..if the person is so lucky;)

06. how many buddies are online right now? 31

07. what would you change about yourself? Nothing

02. food: Chinese:P

03. boys' names: Alexander,Marc,Adrien,Joaquin

04. girls' names: Isabelle,Elizabeth,Natalie,Annalii,Scarlett

05. subjects in school: Drama!!

06. animals: Dogs,Cats,hampsters,rabbits

07. sports: Basketball,Colorguard,football

08. perfume: Basic Instinct
09. cologne: Armani! <3
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? hahahahaha-thats kinky!

02. smoked? 2nd hand?

03. bungee jumped? reallly wanna!!

04. made yourself throw up? yes

05. skinny dipped? yes

06: ever been in love? I'd like to think i've been in lust.

07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes

08. pictured your crush naked? haha..thats low;).

09. actually seen your crush naked? Almost!!

10. cried when someone died? Yes

11. lied?  all the time!
12. fallen for your best friend? Yes..

13. been rejected? no

14. rejected someone? ohhh yeah

15. used someon: yea,*sigh*.

16. done something you regret? I don't regret anything I've done.

c u r r e n t
clothes: Shorts and huge shirt,yayah!

music: GooGoo Dolls- I won't tell em' your name

make-up: None on now (eeek!) but it was eyeliner,silver shadown,Rimmel Lipstick

annoyance: nothing:)
smell: smoke

favorite artist:The Rogers Sisters/The Strokes

desktop picture: My lova

book your reading: With Love-the Natalie Wood Bio

cd in player: Weezer

dvd in player: Why do fools fall in love?

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: The Guitarist for the Hives:)

hugged: Eva

you imed: No one, people IM me:)

you kissed: I think Joel? or Hambone? stop repeating yourself!

open-minded: OOHHH YEAH

arrogant: Very

insecure: not really

interesting: Very very - my life story would tae 12346745 hours to tell so far!

hungry: noo

smart: yes:)

moody: yessssssss

hardworking: sometimes

organized: no-which needs to change!.
healthy: I'd hope so..but ...yeah..i dunno..lol

shy: sometimes

attractive: Sometimes,but yeah,haha

bored easily: oh yeah..better be amusing or I'll hit the road.

responsible: umm..not really, but sometimes

obsessed: with whom?nah..that's not too cool

angry: Not at the moment,lol.

sad: more than people think:) see-smiles hide things:)
disapointed: often..but i shouldn't expect so much

happy: For my situatins and all, I am a very happy child.

hyper: Gimme beale street and drambooey;) and Nat Kerr...grr;)

trusting: yes..unfortunately

talkative: to some people

legal: does that really matter?? lol

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: Ursula(mel..hehe)

slap: your baby

got high with: that's kind of ghetto...lol..

look like: Nobody really..hmm,maybe the girl next dorr,if you know what i mean

talk to offline: Hugh Jackman,boy from concert

talk to online: Melissa,and Steven Filipowitz,Scott Gardener

r a n d o m

in the morning i am: Never awake!

all i need is: To be myself.

love is: sweet? I guess..never really have been in love ..just in "like" and in "lust"

i dream about: Dead Celebrities..*sigh*

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: Coke

flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall

FIRSTS
First best friend: oh God,Brandon,Kari,Brianne,Heather G

First car: Mercury Cougar

First real kiss: Russ(if you only KNEW)

First break-up: XX  never ever XX

First screen name: something totally stupid..cheerdiva or something hilarious

First self purchased album: I think it was the Celine Dion Titanic soundtrack CD:)

First funeral:My parents best friend.

First pets: I think fish..but JasonMud and Matilda

First piercing/tattoo: Ear-when I was 2

First credit card: pssshh..

First true love: I think loved Sal before anyone..and that's when it ended I think.

First enemy: Ally and that chinese chick in 4th grade(wonderful memory)

First big trip: Saint Louis..but then again,my life has been one big trip! haha

First music you remember hearing in your house: My Daddy!

LASTS
Last car ride: Coming back from C-ville

Last kiss: I think Joel*sigh*

Last good cry: Monday...

Last library book checked out: Boulevard of Broken Dreams:James Dean Bio.

Last movie seen: BJ
Last beverage drank: Sweet Tea

Last food consumed: Cheese..cheddar.

Last crush: Howlin' Pelle Almquivst(Sweedish) but other than that I guess Nat or Jordan

Last phone call: Sunday night- Eva

Last time showered: 7.

Last shoes worn: Blue Tennishoes!!

Last item bought: Vanilla Cocoa Mocha at the library

Last annoyance: Probably yesterday while reading a sad story...

Last time wanting to die: Honestly? Anytime theres an argument

Last time scolded: like an hour ago.lol.
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Heather G.,Eva,Mellisa(Ariel!),Brandon Taylor,Scott Gardener,Jordan Butts,Lisa Pengilly,Shannon B,Kari North,Kate Shay

02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No way!! and not again:)

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Charlotte Russe, Macy*s

02. any tattoos or piercings? no, just ears

S p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no.

02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier

03. what are you most scared of? Bein alone,tornadoes,lightening

04. what are you listening to right now? The Rogers Sisters: Freight Elevator

05. where do you want to get married? Las Vegas(if I decide to get married..if the person is so lucky;)

06. how many buddies are online right now? 31

07. what would you change about yourself? Nothing

02. food: Chinese:P

03. boys' names: Alexander,Marc,Adrien,Joaquin

04. girls' names: Isabelle,Elizabeth,Natalie,Annalii,Scarlett

05. subjects in school: Drama!!

06. animals: Dogs,Cats,hampsters,rabbits

07. sports: Basketball,Colorguard,football

08. perfume: Basic Instinct
09. cologne: Armani! <3
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? hahahahaha-thats kinky!

02. smoked? 2nd hand?

03. bungee jumped? reallly wanna!!

04. made yourself throw up? yes

05. skinny dipped? yes

06: ever been in love? I'd like to think i've been in lust.

07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes

08. pictured your crush naked? haha..thats low;).

09. actually seen your crush naked? Almost!!

10. cried when someone died? Yes

11. lied?  all the time!
12. fallen for your best friend? Yes..

13. been rejected? no

14. rejected someone? ohhh yeah

15. used someon: yea,*sigh*.

16. done something you regret? I don't regret anything I've done.

c u r r e n t
clothes: Shorts and huge shirt,yayah!

music: GooGoo Dolls- I won't tell em' your name

make-up: None on now (eeek!) but it was eyeliner,silver shadown,Rimmel Lipstick

annoyance: nothing:)
smell: smoke

favorite artist:The Rogers Sisters/The Strokes

desktop picture: My lova

book your reading: With Love-the Natalie Wood Bio

cd in player: Weezer

dvd in player: Why do fools fall in love?

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: The Guitarist for the Hives:)

hugged: Eva

you imed: No one, people IM me:)

you kissed: I think Joel? or Hambone? stop repeating yourself!

open-minded: OOHHH YEAH

arrogant: Very

insecure: not really

interesting: Very very - my life story would tae 12346745 hours to tell so far!

hungry: noo

smart: yes:)

moody: yessssssss

hardworking: sometimes

organized: no-which needs to change!.
healthy: I'd hope so..but ...yeah..i dunno..lol

shy: sometimes

attractive: Sometimes,but yeah,haha

bored easily: oh yeah..better be amusing or I'll hit the road.

responsible: umm..not really, but sometimes

obsessed: with whom?nah..that's not too cool

angry: Not at the moment,lol.

sad: more than people think:) see-smiles hide things:)
disapointed: often..but i shouldn't expect so much

happy: For my situatins and all, I am a very happy child.

hyper: Gimme beale street and drambooey;) and Nat Kerr...grr;)

trusting: yes..unfortunately

talkative: to some people

legal: does that really matter?? lol

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: Ursula(mel..hehe)

slap: your baby

got high with: that's kind of ghetto...lol..

look like: Nobody really..hmm,maybe the girl next dorr,if you know what i mean

talk to offline: Hugh Jackman,boy from concert

talk to online: Melissa,and Steven Filipowitz,Scott Gardener

r a n d o m

in the morning i am: Never awake!

all i need is: To be myself.

love is: sweet? I guess..never really have been in love ..just in "like" and in "lust"

i dream about: Dead Celebrities..*sigh*

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: Coke

flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall

Yeah, so it's really weird..my infatuation with Ursula.She really has a method...or at least I see a method inside the whole situation here.I think I can use it too....which isn't a great thing,but if it works..which it obviously does, then we'll see how things go.The only thing I'll say is this: People..all people want what they can't have.it's nature..and you can't fool mother nature;).haha

  So this is my 3rd journal thing.I have a livejournal(starsinher_eyes) and a myspace for the same name i think theres an X in there somwhere.Gffff...! It's hard to keep up with them all and still try to stay true.If that makes any sense ..

  The Hives Concert rocked my socks out of this world!!!

The guy with Blue eyes..I heard his name: Austin,well he was really cute.

I bet alot of people wouldn't think so, but I tend to.

Everytime that gay dude would say something silly he'd roll his eyes and smile a little

at me.Haha, doesn't it suck when you can't talk to people

you want to now? I mean it was 1 night I talked to him

doubt he remembers me! Probbaly does;)

haha

Anywho! I think I'm over my cold! *knock on wood*...

These journals are dangerous!! You tend to just gush about abslutely everything..and some people you might not want to read it will.Hmmmm...

Scott told me to  come to S-burg last night.

   I honestly need like 10 people to say so or i won't go.Why would I go for like 2 people? It's like 1000 miles away!

   I've been thinking and I think that i really wanna stay focused,but would love to do something with friends for my senior year.I believe my Dad would let me.So any ideas? Why am I asking this i have like 1 friend on here.haha,melissa!

I miss that show Rich Girls.heeh.

Talked to shannon a while tonight and harasses Santa Claus! Elf orgies;);) rock!

     hmm....this is a nice journal....hmm

 how have you been for X-mas? Naughty or Nice?

  random blab.lol.I can't stop analyzing the "method" of Ursula.But I've concluded quite a bit..I'm actually considering writing down some tings from it and keeping it close to hand..is that weird? I don't really know...hopefully she isn't a witch and now I'm under the trance? haha, actually.I'm not proud to admit this, but I've used some of Ursulas techniques before to certain people whether they know it or not...:/

 lol,having said that!!

  Ihave a secret! <3

   XOXO

AreIt'll take a couple of Vodka and tonics to set ya on your feet again*~*

  Woo, I guess it's Elton and I tonight! I miss Nat ferociously.And Beale street loves me.And your all so jealous. haha.Really,yesterday was as weird as it gets...David Gest..i Tower Records..hitting on my daddy...like 20 seconds after we joked about him..geeesis.

    Guy with his girlfriend looked at me.Woohoo,heres to affairs!

                               Stroudsburg is on the mind..::...::...::so goodbye, yellow brick road...where the dogs of society howl.

  Bob Dylan.Genious.Genious.Genious.I think I <3 his writing.Like a Rolling Stone is about me, did you know that? Bet ya didn't kno that one! ;)

  Going back to clarksville in a few weeks! haha, lots of fun expensive phone calls,and now i'm not ill,so it'll be nicer.Woo, got to deliver the Latin phrase to Shane, probably in person,yayah!

   I wish the Strokes would come to Memphis!!

        Shittness..today is good,it's nice, but it's slower than hell.

*sigh* why do people think that your in a bad mood when your really just saying what you think?

I mean, people let down the polite side for one second and they're "in a bad mood" or "grouchy".Heh.Shannon's calling me tomorrow sometime and we're going to 3 way Stoner!!!!!!!! the hottest  kid  ever...EVER.You know a musical that I really want to see? Chicago..for my 15th  we checked into the prices and they were sold out, but they had 20 buck standing room only ..which is awesome,but we had those coupons for Phantom,and let me tell you....the best show I've ever seen...too bad I can't sing opera,haha.Christine Daae.Howard McGillin was the phantom..check him out sometime.He was hott.I still can't believe it's only been a frickin year since I was in Stroudsburg!! It seems like yesterday that we were at The Greens hidden manor in the Gap, or I was walking to school every morning with Autumn and Caitlin and stopping at WaWa's..or it seems like 5 minutes ago I had colorguard practice with everyone and we were playing all those silly games on the back of "Bus 3".*sigh*

        I<3 Silky o'Sullivan's....not the restraunt, but I miss it! I miss Nat and Barbara knowing us..and all the Janis songs,lol.

I am hesitant about college, bc I honestly don't think it could teach much more than I know about how I'm going to do what I'm going to do.The helpful part would be the whole "how to's" but I have a nice full knowledge of that career already.I know what I want to be, and I know exactly what I don't want to be.I can't explain it, but I know in my mind and heart in a sense.If that makes sense.

    I'm thinking the first thing I wanna do is get my equity card and then move from there.

I was thinking about all the plays I've been in and I find it helpful to list things out so here it goes!

     3 Billy Goats Gruff,The Christmas Quarell,Carousel,The Saturday Evening Post,One Bethlehem Night,Pirates of penzance,The Glass menagerie,Antigone,Romeo and Juliet,and most recently(October 2004)Dracula.

  I hope the list continues...

  I'm helping my hott friend Joseph become a model.He is gorgeous..absolutely pretty,He has a myspace account if you care,lol.But I have the resources,so why wouldn't I help him out? I think he'll be very very successful.:) amongst the men;) so if it comes to "that" to get the job, then there isn't any doubt in my mind about it!

  Since I recently joined this mindsay.com blog thing, I know the first post I did was a survery,so to help everyone kno me a little better,let's talk about my peeves:

     ~SUV's(the car..) are the epitomy of what I don't want to be.Vans and those kinds of automobiles also fit into this first category.They represent the "ideal" life of what people "should" be, you know..business men,snooty people that think they're rich..but aren't..they're well off..but shouldn't treat others inferior.

      ~Bush.(heh, me and most of my smart friends)

     ~Housewives.

    Now let's discuss what I do like!

 *Beale street at night,on a weekend when there are lots,and lots of people.

  *The look Natt(a BOY....yes..a boy)gives us when he sees us sit down.That and when he smiles...

   *The fact David Gest moved to Memphis...hehehe.

    *Drambooey(the serum of life,my friends!)That and Jegger Miester(SP)...they serve it in cups with like ----- that much in the cup! Strong stuff! I like live music.Any music live is 10X's better than anything in the world! I like the little Trumpet Player that stands outside of the King's Palace at night:) and I Loves to give him some love!! haha.

      *Karaoke-but honestly when the singer is realy bad, but they're singing a song you love.I <3 that.It's gutsy,lol.

 *Broadway.The street,suckas.It beautiful*,and the plays.You'll see me there one day,so get used to it:)

*Strong people.Emotionally..people that do things for themselves,and don't do them bc the other people want them too.I like to surround myself with strong willed people...

  *AUDREY HEPBURN- My Fair Lady is a c-l-a-s-s-i-c, plus her nice cockney accent helped me out a bit,it did.

  *Marilyn Monroe...love her!Love her movies!Diamonds Are a girls best friend!!I also, love Blondie's Songs..they rock my socks!!!!

 *Like a rolling Stone..Bob Dylan, need I say more? and alot of the Beatles,regardless to people's minds, i love.The Dreamers are the one's that make this world tolerable, yes? You betcha.

*Natalie Wood,James Dean.My 2 favorite people.And Charlie Chaplin.Genious actor.And he knew it! which is what I <3.natalie Wood,James dean..mann..see? i'm speechless.

 yes, so hopefully, we've become aquainted.haha.

   Yes, and I found someone! Pau Gasol, a basketball player for the memphis grizlzlies.:) *sigh* the grizzlies play the Knix on tuesday! I PRAY I can go.$5 dolla seats,sucka..haha.Yes, but he's 7 ft. tall, but every inch is worth it..winks.

  Oneof my friends has been excutiatingly annoying lately.i'm sure theres times they feel the same, but who really knows? I don't really care about that stuff anyways.I'll just grin.and Bare it.

  XOXO

  Is what my wrist reads.It's a stamp from a restraunt/club call Alfreds.

I went downtown last night bc my daddy kno's a guy he went to highschool with

  that is playing in a band at Alfreds.

    Stay with me on this story,lol..

 Ok, Nat Plays in that band..i don't kno what the name of it is, but it's the name of the front man.

My dad hasn't seen this guy names Scott Thompson since highschool...and he's like the 2nd best trumpeter in the world or something.

       So we get there, and there are like 3 big black bouncers, and a guy taking  $$ at the door, and I try my hardest not to say a word so I don't get recognized as a 16 year old,lol.

 Well, I made it! i pulled it off.Got my wrist stamped.and woo, i was the youngest person in that joint.There was no where to stand at all...and it was so fun, people just dancing everywhere..booze(drinks) everywhere..just a great time, ya kno? Then my Dad reintroduced himself to Scott, whom was so suprised to see my dad.My dad was the #1 chair for all state band for Alto Sax(that means the best in the state.)So natuarlly,the best kno the best.

    Then Scott had to get back on stage.So, he did.And then at their next break, Scott got us to go to the back of the kitchen where their dressing room is.(supply room) haha.

        They talked, and Nat, whom we kno from silky's, saw me, and then it clicked that he knew me, and then saw my dad and yeah.haha. So Nat went pee, and the bathroom was by my head...and you have no idea how much i wanted to open that door....hahaha, yeah.But then i said "yep,I'm 16!" and then Nat came out of the bathroom and was standing there,and I lifted my sleeve and said "but I got stamped;)" and they all giggled and nat smiled and shook his head.haha.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving i disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

  *sigh* tonight i get to go downtown to see my Russian Lover Renee!! well..maybe not.But I do get to see Tony;) maybe..lol.We'll see.I might call Eva up to get pizza with me at the NY pizza joint.

   Aaahh, I ,miss NY.So much.I miss New York City..the feeling of the hot air blowing up from the subway vents.And the cheapness of the shops that I would go to! *Sigh* I think now better than ever is a great time to go there, and believe you me, this summer....PARTY!

  What is the meaning of life exactly? ~:-_-:~

  XOXO

*5 Things You Are Wearing*
1. Bra

2. Undies*sigh*

3. Nighty outfit

4.A hair claw

 5.

*5 Things You Can See *
1. television
2. Dvd
3. The golf coarse

Name: Alicia
Age: 16
Birthdate: March 15, 1988
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Location: Memphis

Nickname: Aleece, Ak

Hair Color: Dark Brown with reddish highlights in the sun

Eye Color: Green/Hazel
Piercings: My ears only, sucka

Tattoos: No
THE LOOKS..
Freckles: a few, but none on my cheeks/face
Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: Straight/Wavy

Hair length: Longish
Color of nails: Mauve/wine

Got your attention,didn't I? haha

  Pink! like the victoria's secret undies.and my font.I'm so tired of proper capitalization.here's to no caps or proper english mondays!! yayah!

   well,didnt go to the MJO thingy yesterday.dowtown was d-e-a-d and we all know that in memphis you don;t walk the streets if your bound to get mugged or worse.

but I did go to pizza hut to see robert&rick!!:P rick's a shy bastard,but he's in great shape for his age! haha...

  got free pizza.when i was waiting for it, this guy walked by me and said "hello,young lady" and so i replied "hi",i didn't get a great glimpse at him, but someone said he looked kinda like that guy from Uncle Buck..the one at the bowling alley that hits on his neice...khfkwheihg

  hah,anyways i heard from a little bird that melissa stuck her finger up brandon's @$$!!!!! haaaaaaaaaaa i almost died laughing i swear!I can just see the whole O_O face..haha.For those of you that dont kno brandon,he litterally can look like that face,in person! Melissa and brandon have been together for almost a month now *cheers*! and i'd much rather him with her than most girls, bc i kno melissa and she;s too cool fo' school.For sure.We both have a hatred for the despised sea urchan of a witch (-B) named ursula...i can almost feel bad for hating someone i've never met, but i can kind of overlook the guilt and continue with the dislike part.

   but now that we;re talking about the little mermaid i <3 that song "part of your world.." it's fantastic.disney is...amazing.~what would i give if i could live out of these waters..

       what would i pay to spend a day warm on the sand?

betcha on land, they understand, bet they don't...repremend their daughters

       bright young women..

sick of swimmin' ready to staaaaaaaand"

 haha, got carried away a little!

 anywho, what was i talkin about? Oh.yes.brandon.heh, he got tres embarrassed when i asked him about the incedent,which is what it was,and it was hilarious.finally i said ''brandon,don't be embarrassed,we;ve known eachother for years!''

 which it seems like, but if you kno me, then the truth is here somewhere ~:*-_-*:~   <`3 that face thing.

        what are you getting for Christmas? i know most of what i'm getting..most of which i picked out bc i am so picky it's mad crazy. C'est la vie!!

I asked alot of my male friends what they would do if a chick stuck her finger where the sun don't shine and half of them were turned on and half made me swear never to ask them again.haha

   I just <3 secrets.insider secrets.insider jokes.ahem pirates on a blue flaming "dude" shark.i also <3 people..certain ones.i <3 beale street at night on a weekend.i <3 concerts.i <3 the unatainable. but who doesn;t??

 Kisses

         Hugs

XOXO

PRESENT
[ + ]what's in your cd player: Orange County soundtrack
[ + ]what color socks are you wearing: zero
[ + ]what's under your bed: Nada

[ + ]what time did you wake up today: 6:30 am

CURRENT
[ + ]current hair: up up up! with a 'frith' of bangage on the left swept to the side
[ + ]current clothes: pajama top and undies
[ + ]current annoyance: the coldness of the room
[ + ]current smell: burning tea?

[ + ]current longing: to go shopping!(how sad is that) and to buy some panties from victoria's secret
[ + ]current desktop picture: me and my loverrrrrrr

[ + ]current book: ok,i tend to read multiple books at once so,: Fair wheather/Natasha:natalie wood bio/my autobiography: Charlie Chaplin/Mrs. Dalloway/a bunch of travel books!
[ + ]current hate: nunya

[ + ]story behind your username: iloveNY315(guess!)californiadrmn5(california dreamin) emeraldSOH0(well take a guess;))
WHO ARE YOU
[ + ]current favorite clothing: My paris blues jeans/my hermes paris shirt! <33333333333
[ + ]favorite physical feature on a guy: eyes/smile
[ + ]line from the last thing you wrote to someone: XOXO
[ + ]I am happiest when: I'm doing what I love to do, and when i find contentment and when a cute guy smiles
[ + ]I feel lonely when: I see a sad movie..llol
[ + ]if you could live anywhere in the world, where: new york city,Italy,Hollyweird,Paris,london
[ + ]famous person you have met: John edwards,hahahaha,the hives,david gest..gah...sugar ray,
[ + ]do you have any regrets: i never regret!

[ + ]sex or love: Love
[ + ]favorite coffee: White mocha from starbucks/vanilla bean frappacino
[ + ]favorite smell: the ocean
[ + ]what makes you mad: judging people/a-holes
[ + ]favorite way to waste time: shopping
[ + ]what is your best quality: My eyes are grEEn

[ + ]are in currently in love/lust: lust!! I <3 it!
[ + ]what's the craziest thing you have ever done: I've done soo many crazy things i couldn't name just one!!

[ + ]any bad habits: yes..lol
[ + ]do you find it hard to trust people: certain people
[ + ]last thing you bought yourself: clothing!!
[ + ]bath or shower: shower
[ + ]favorite season: fall/winter

[ + ]favorite color: emerald
[ + ]favorite flavor: vanilla

[ + ]favorite time of day: NIGHT!!!

[ + ]gold or silver: GoLd
[ + ]any secret crushes: of course!! I loves me some musicians!

[ + ]do you wear a watch: hehe, no.

[ + ]favorite stores: Charlotte Russe/shops in nyc 
[ + ]how big is your closet?: it's a double wide gazillion item holder!.
[ + ]ever spend more then $200 in a store?: Oh yeah..lol

FRIENDS
[ + ]do your friends know everything about you: Nope..some kno more thsn others..
[ + ]what do they tend to be like: I know cheerleaders,emos,and they are so diff.

[ + ]can they count on you: Mhm, most of the time.
LAST
[ + ]last book you read: Fair wheather
[ + ]last movie you saw: jumanji
[ + ]last show you watched on tv: Victorias secret angels special.
[ + ]last song you heard: California
[ + ]last thing you had to drink: Milk tea
[ + ]last thing you ate: Tuna fish sandwhich.
[ + ]last time you showered: this morning.
[ + ]last time you smiled: 15 minutes ago
[ + ]last time you laughed: 15 minutes ago.
[ + ]last person you hugged: Guy from mjo.
[ + ]last person you talked to online: Jesse
[ + ]last person you talked to on the phone: hmmmmmmmmm

DO YOU
[ + ]smoke: no
[ + ]sleep with stuffed animals: not right now..heaha
[ + ]have a dream that keeps coming back: no, but a dream with the same deaceased person..
[ + ]play an instrument: piano,clarinet
[ + ]believe there is life on other planets: cheaa!
[ + ]read the newspaper: the ads,haha
[ + ]believe in miracles: yes
[ + ]consider yourself tolerant: not really
[ + ]consider police a friend or foe: in memphis?! please...
[ + ]like the taste of alcohol: Yes!
[ + ]believe in astrology: uh huh.
[ + ]believe in magic: yes

[ + ]go to church: not right now..
[ + ]have any secrets: oh baby,yes!
[ + ]have any pets: Kittie cat
[ + ]go or plan to attend college/univeristy: i think so

[ + ]talk to strangers: yes
[ + ]have any piercings: yeah

[ + ]hate yourself: No way!!.
[ + ]wish on stars: All the time!
[ + ]like your handwriting: why would you not like your handwriting? lol
[ + ]believe in witches: uh huh, especially my relatives in New Orleans
[ + ]believe in santa: oh be nice;)
[ + ]believe in the Easter bunny:

[ + ]believe in the tooth fairy:

[ + ]trust others easily: sometimes, but its' ok

[ + ]sing in the shower: no..haha,i cannot sing!

HAVE YOU EVER
[ + ]ever been so drunk you blacked out: not that drunk man!
[ + ]missed school because it was raining: no, walking all the way!
[ + ]put a body part on fire for amusement: Wtf..
[ + ]been hurt emotionally: Yes yes.
[ + ]kept a secret from everyone: somewhat everybody.
[ + ]had an imaginary friend: im not a lonely child, at least wasn;t that lonely!
[ + ]cried during a movie: Yes. farenheight 9/11, but who didn't?
[ + ]had a crush on a teacher: yes,lol
[ + ]ever thought an animated character was hot?: the beast from beauty and the beast was sexy!!!!

[ + ]been on stage: oooh yeah
[ + ]cut your hair: if i never did my hair would be like 10 miles long!
FAVORITES
[ + ]shampoo: herbal essence
[ + ]soap: milk soap 
[ + ]color: emerald green(brings out my eyes)
[ + ]day/night: night
[ + ]summer/winter: winter
[ + ]lace or satin: satin
[ + ]cartoon characters: Peter Pan/Beauty and the beast

[ + ]food: chinoise.
[ + ]advert: huh?
[ + ]movie: Brigitte Jones' Diary,My best friends wedding,Chaplin, the Cats Meow
[ + ]ice cream: I <3 sherbert!!.
[ + ]subject: Art I
[ + ] drink: Fruitopia!
[ + ]persons to talk to online: Jordan,Brandon,Melissa,Shannon,Kari.
RIGHT NOW
[ + ]wearing: tee and undies
[ + ]hair is: up !
[ + ]i'm feeling: excited/inspired
[ + ]eating: nothing
[ + ]drinking: nothing..but i feel rather parched
[ + ]thinking about: nothing in particular
[ + ]listening to: tv

IN THE LAST 24 HRS
[ + ]cried: no
[ + ]cleaned your room: yes
[ + ]done laundry: yes
[ + ]drove a car: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
[ + ]yourself: yes
[ + ]your friends: some of them.
[ + ]santa claus: no
[ + ]tooth fairy: no
[ + ]destiny/fate: yes

[ + ]ghosts: yes
[ + ]ufo's: YES!!.

FRIENDS AND LIFE
[ + ]do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nah
[ + ]like anyone?: i'm lusting at the moment
[ + ]who's the loudest: Monika/shannon
[ + ]who's the shyest: none
[ + ]who's the weirdest: brandon
[ + ]who do you go to for advice: melissa,lisa
[ + ]who do you cry to?: brandon
[ + ]when did you cried the most?: yesterday
[ + ]what's the best feeling in the world?: Contentment and when a cute guy smiles at you

[ + ]worst feeling: Embarrassment

FAVORITES
[ + ]animal: Bird/turtle
[ + ]color: emerald green
[ + ]sport: colorguard is totally a sport
[ + ]type of music: all kinds
[ + ]singer: The strokes
[ + ]book: Jade Green/any biography of natalie wood/charlie chaplin/james dean.
[ + ]tv show: growing up gotti
[ + ]cartoon: nada
[ + ]hobbies: I <333333 whatching boys!
[ + ]quote: "dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow"- james dean

A whole newww woorrrlld...oops, that's aladin!

  aah. Ok.So Ursula and her leech ...it's war.It's war.it's waaaarrrrrr!!!!

 Ariel and Belle are so gonna kick your ass. Don't interfere where you don't belong, and yes 50% of it is the guy that drags you into it.But a regard for the other person involved is up to you.I cannot fully hate you, Ursula,for i don't know you..and i can't hate someone I don't know..but i can dislike someone that meddles with someone's life.And when that someone's my friend, then watch out,fletsum..and ursula..bc tis is war!!!!

 P!nk!

   theres <3 everywhere

jazz everywhere

   booz everywhere

life everywhere

  nowadays

  Fleetwood mac.*sigh* gotta <3 them.They were amazing.3 lead singers.whoa.like whoooaa.

Have a holly Jolly Christams:

Have a holly jolly christmas

and in case you didnt hear

hitler's on the prowl

to disrupt your christmas chear

have a holly jolly christams

it's the best time of the year

hold your boys close by your side

in case she wants to smear.(okay, it rhymes!)

  blahblahblah.

Went to the clubhouse to work out today.

 The beedy eyes of a mexican was staring at me..jshasfkjhkejhg..

I'm listening to the CHICAGO soundtrack. Man I <3 that movie! Makes me wish i could choreographically dance! haha. Roxie is a great character, but she's always been blonde.Velma is brunette. How fun is the 1920's? It's so premiscuous!! and great! I think i was like in a past life in the 20's or something!

 Nah, i'm no one's wife

   but oh, i love my life!

and all

   that

       jazz!!

p!nk. k, I ,3 this color.oooh, haha, I had a nice little talk with Brandon last night about Prince Eric,Ariel, and ursula.haha..he didn't get the inuendos i created.good..last thing i need is another person being mad at me!

Peple think the drama's of life are so horrible, when some of them are actually interesting and beautiful.Does that make much sense?

  Dad called Kev yesterday morning.He sounds so sweet! I'm excited about going on a trip any trip it might be.Ya know? My dream vacation would be ..hmm...France.Exploring the eiffel tower and getting to use some of that french I learned already in 9th.I hope i can remember some of the important things! Then the romace.*sigh*...European men seem so much more different than American men.They take us for granted, but I think we have more fun with them at the same time.Such different values and cultures.Now the one type of man I'd find an exception for is the italian/American men.haha, righr, mel;)? ok, this keyboard sucks @$$..

Went to Ambrose today for sheet music and a fae book and reeds. Not for me though.But I would <3 to play the Violin or cello.Probably the Violin.I can rwad  a little bit of music for he keyboard and started to l;earn the clarinet myself..but whatever.

  K, anyways.i'm wearing my green shirt witht he pink writing from AE.and my white pants.I <3 these pants so much.I was worried when there was a little dirt stain on the bottoms when I was visiting Clarksville, but they miraculously got nice and clean. *sigh* maybe ..hmm..nevermind.

  I'm worried about jaime, although I don't know her.To have someone die must be just so..horrible.And then for him to have her crying histerically must not have been wonderful for his sanity either..I just don't know what to do , and all i could do was say that 'm sorry.It's sincere..Well, I gotto go, probably gonna have to go soon.Theres so much I can say and get off my mind hile i'm at the library and not at home. this is stress reliever to be in a semi-quiet environment and not have everyne talking to me for once!

 Theres james dean books up on the top shelf..I still have the boulevard of broken dreams one in the other room at home i started in s-burg,haha.I still have the natalie Wood one too.I wonder if they tteach suzuki ethod to people my age? haha, I <3 the sound of the violin.Classically, not the fiddle, sucka.;)

 I don't know if I should focus on the piano or violin, but i figure that learning new things would make me a well- rounded indivisual.ya know? A person who only knows one thing, and pone thing only is boring.Sure they have a vast knowledge of one thing and can take it up professioponally, but to know more..is just..amazing.I already have a sense of being well rounded as a person, bc i have been everywhere, and still, I'm only 16 years old.I'll be 17 soon, but not yet, and I inte nd on making 16 ..very sweet;)

 XOXO

Isn't it sad how you cant trust your friends. or the people that weren't your friends but you had to tolerate in your life?

  This is my last blog, bc i don't feel like talking trash to one's face..why not do it in another journal? I have 2 others,including the best one: my memory.

    What a blunder!

If we're all going to act like little children, then there are no limits in where we can take this,And that's the truth for ya.....

oh well,

  c'est la vie

  XOXO

it's on.

<3 this color.Okay, so I'm notgonna stop using this journal, I'll just be careful of who I tell thins to! Ok, quizzes!!!!!

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 And just for the record, those are peace signs up there.Ok, so a quick little blog.I need a picture! Alot of people on this Mindsay thing don't use their real pictures..and alot of like..Anime, i think it is type of pics.But I'm not going to use a Cartoon, I'll just use a picture from my fav. show ever: Sex and the City.

  *sigh* I <3 that show.I've taken several quizes and they all show that I'm most like Carrie!! Which is ...great! I got into a little argument/discussion with Josh/Osafo about Sex and the City,haha.He said he likes Miranda and Charlotte better than Carrie and thinks that Charlotte's hott, and I should be like her.I rebuttled with the fact that Charlotte is bo-ring.She's high class and sweet, but she's too boring.They all are interesting in their own little ways,though.

   he claims he's like Skipper,Mirranda's boyfriend, now hubby.Skipper's cute in his own sense and he's slightly a dork, but he's a cute dork/bartender at that.The bartending factor gives him major points,haha.Why am I talking about these people like they're real?!It's creepy! I dunno, but they're just very cool.

Then we got to the discussion on Mr. Big, and how wrong he was for Carrie, but the wrogness made that relationship oh so great! I liked Mr. Big, personally, bc I knew someone alot like him..the whole very cocky, unnatainable, and a jerk, yet he still comes back to you and you still end up with eachother.

 For all you people out there that are Sex and the City "virgins", let me say that Big and Carrie end up together.Which is how it should be.And it'll just continue.*sigh*

  you all should take the "which sex and the city character are you?" Quiz from Quizilla.com

   Hugs!

     XOXO

Ahhh, pinkness.

    I was watching the VH1 special on the Victoria's Secret  Angels.It's very interesting.

Tonight is the Junior Prom for Melissa and Brandon!! Haha, I know what his suit looks like, and he promissed to show me lots of pictures he is taking tonight. Yesterday I told him I wanted to go sing Karaoke, so we started singing right then,haha VERTIGO!!!! <3 U2!! Boy do I love Bono! Speaking of which i need to download "Where the Stars go Blue" .Too bad he's married.But i heard he has sons...

    lol.;);)

  I saw a newer boy in the Computer room of the clubhouse when we went up there to check out the band for the open house.He used to have alot of hair, I remeber, but now he shaved his head! He's not ugly.He plays pool alot up at the clubhouse. I can't believe it's already almost Christmas! Holy crap.Yesterday I went to Oakcourt and got 2 sweater things from Charlotte Russe.I'm dying for a White Mocha from Starbucks.I miss Starbucks so!

  Justin and Holly are in Clarksville for the weekend I believe.How fun? Not really..

    I miss Stroudsburg so much.I miss everything about it,lately.I miss Satan and brown Hat and smelly joe and tom and that one eyes chineese man.I miss the erchins of mainstreet,lol. If I would have had a full head about things, I would have done several things differently, but I dont regret my time spent there at all.

       I really miss Monika,Keiri,Jess,Lisa,Kate,Teddy Bear and Steve Filipowitz.I also miss the guy steph liked..umm..greg? I think was his name.I miss Brian and Kari,Shannon,even Chad.I miss Manda Check, and brittany..Brittany Church...Marc*gag*.lol,I really miss Scott, which is weird because I talk to him online sometimes.I miss walking to school in the morning with Autumn and Caitlin and seeing Josh and that really hot guy I forget his name, but he worked at shoprite for a little bit.I miss Autumns crazy grandmother that she claimed,looked like a bullfrog.I miss Jon and Chris connors.Especially chris..haha, and Jon was cute too, me and Alicia G. used to go to the playground at the highschool with them.I miss Kristen Byers,Carli,Loochie Hoochie, and her talking about Matt.I even miss James!! How weird is that? lol. I miss Drama wutg miss Batt and everyone picking me to do the improve with bc they knew i could hold it.I miss Miss Lee's Concert choir class and the massages with Alicia,Danny,Lisa,Chad and Gigglesss! haha, and dezi. *sigh* I miss STONER.holy crap do I miss stoner.It was the funniest thing when the band bus droving through allentown passes him on the side of the road! I couldn't believe it and grabbed Alicia.I miss TJ.I miss I miss watching Aaron running late to class..now that sounds very weird..but hey! its my journal! ;):)

  and melissa, hope ya'll have a great prom tonight!!:P:)

She moves like she don't care

smooth as silk, cool as air.

Oo,it makes you wanna cry.

She doesn't know your name

and your <3 beats like a subway train

Oo,it makes you wanna die.

Ooh, don't you wanna take her?

wanna make her all your own?

Maria! You've gotta see her

Go insane,and out of your mind

Latina, Ave Maria!

A million and one candle lights.

I've seen this thing before

in my best friend,

and the boy next door

fool for love, and fool of fire

Won't come in from the rain

sees oceans running down the drain

blue as ice and desire

Ooh, don't you wanna make her?

oo, don't you wanna take her home.

Maria! you've gotta see her

go insane and out of your mind

Latina,Ave Maria!

a million and one candle lights

She walks like she don't care

walking on imported air.

oO,it makes you wanna die.

Ah, it's sleet/flurrying outside and reminds me of Stroudsburg so much! I stood outside,closed my eyes and pretended i was walking down main like i used to.*sigh*

   Last night was awesome, talking to mel and brandon.I think i freaked brandonout a little about the whole dream thing, but mel made me feel alot better about it. woo, got whipped in the nose with a blanket, and when a blanket is whipped the right speed, it can injure! heh.

    Anyways, I looked up that rock star! ahaha, the 50 year old one! I have his number.Melissa dared me to call him, and I never let down a dare, so I'm definetly calling him monday. Cross your fingers! haha.

   I <3 melissa! haha what would i do without my friends?! everything, but still!

 I love this guys voice!

ShorTnSpunkY0428: what IF
ShorTnSpunkY0428: it looked like a turkey gobbler
ShorTnSpunkY0428: all deformed and crapp

Favorites…

>< Band:: U2,the Strokes,Fleetwood Mac,Rooney,Blondie

>< Singer:: Bono<3

>< T.V Show:: hmm, i'm missin rich girls!! Will& Grace,My Coolest Years
>< Movie: The Cats Meow,Sweet and Lowdown,CHICAGO

>< Pet:: Cat, bullwinkle

>< Animal:: Fish,Turtles,Sea gulls
>< Number::: 6

>< Telephone Number:: I don't give my number to guys,i might offer it once but after that, never,haha,but if a guy asks,nah.

>< Holiday:: Halloween

>< Week Day:: Thursday/friday

>< Place:: oh,um,Beale Street,New York City,Alfreds on a Friday!

>< Weather:: Fall/Winter

>< Flower:: Magnolias
>< Scent:: Shalimar light!!!

>< Color:: emerald green
>< Store:: Charlotte Russe,GAP,VS:P
>< Style:: It's different than stroudsburg, but there isn't a label for it.
>< Book:: Any biography
Have you ever?
>< Kissed the same sex?: A dare is a dare.
>< Went to third?: all the freakin time

>< Went to second?: Have u not?
>< Had Sex?: If you do, your a ho, if you don't your a prude,so I plead the 5th

>< Gotten detention?: 4 times

>< Gotten suspended?: nope

>< Got Grounded?: Yes, a few weeks ago i couldn't leave bc this married guy's wife almost jumped me, *sigh*, bc he was looking at me.

>< Cheated On Someone?: No, but...I've went out with a guy while i liked another.

>< Were Caught Cheating?: Nope;)
>< Lost Your Wallet?: nope

>< Lost Your Cellular Phone?: No, thank GOD

>< Spied On Your Mom And Dad?: I've heard them talking about me,hee

>< Were Caught Doing something wrong?: haha, probably, but look, my dad caught me smiling and nodding at that hot drunk guy at the bar.He was staring right in the mirror and me and standing behind my dad,so pssh, i don't care.

>< Cursed At Your Parents?: Under my breath.

>< Been In love?: maybe,but in LUST- definetly!!

>< Been Loved?: All my friends love me, right Nano? haha
>< Used a Friend?: Yes, unfortunately the world is harsh.
>< Been Used By A Friend?: Not in an evil or painful way

>< Lost a Friend? I move like every 2 years, so probably tons, but I've kept up with my Stroudsburg buds pretty well, wouldn't you think?Also,clarksvegas

>< Been Cheated On?: You all know the story! Shall i tell it again? haha,it's ok, i only told complete crap about that person, and most of my friends hate the kid.

>< Been To the Emergency Room?: broken wrist,roller skating,woopss
>< Broken a Bone?: Left wrist

Are you...
>< Heterosexual?: oooh yeah! haha
>< Lesbian/Gay?: noo
>< Bisexual?: haha, no
>< Depressed?: I think all teens are depressed a little, but i'm not at the moment.
>< In Pain?: nooo
>< Worried?: nope
>< In Shock?: uh...no??

>< Excited?: yes
>< Happy?: sure?

>< Obsessed?: NEVER ME!!
>< A Drug Addict?: nah
>< A Smoker?: no
>< An Alcoholic?: No, but i like the taste,not a lush though,haha
>< Loved?: Definetly, right nano?? haha
>< Hated?: No!!!
>< Shy?: Not really::...::....::....::....
>< Bored?: never

>< Having Fun?: Yes, mel is hilarious! Gobble.
>< Listening To Music?: later, but right now "My coolest years:my first time"
>< On the Computer?: no...psshhh!
>< Single?: yes<3
>< Taken?: No, and i love being single! dude! the guy in the Stetson Commercial looks like the guy at the bar.

Choose:
>< Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate (johnny depp;))
>< Dog or Cat?: Both,:)
>< Sleeping or Awake?: You can do so much when your AWAKE!
>< Sunny or Gloomy? Gloomy

>< Dark or Light?: Light feels better on my eyes,haha
>< Computer or T.V?: Both at different times, i don't really watch tv though.
>< Noise or Silence?: Noise,preferably music
>< Boys or Girls?: BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS(yes, i'm boy crazy)
>< Virgin or Non-Virgin?: Nunya business
>< Nice or Mean?: Nicely Mean

>< Stupid or Smart?: both,bc stupid is funny, and smart is nice, but sometimes people that are too smart are know-it-alls
>< Shy or Funny?: funny
>< Rain or Snow?: Rain is romantic in a way
>< Cold or Warm?: Cool
>< Alone or Companioned?: companioned
>< School or No School?: *sigh* depends on the mood I'm in.
>< Gum or Candy?: GUM..addicted to it
>< Boring or Fun?: Fun, like me,haha
>< Bath or Shower?: Shower
>< Dry or Wet?: Wet;)
Currently...
>< Wearing?: Panties,bra,huge tee

>< Watching?: Not a thing
>< Listening To?: Television music, it sounds purrrty good.

>< Staring At?: Computer screen?
>< Eating?: Nothing.
>< Drinking?: Diet Vanilla Pepsi
>< Smelling?: Vanilla
>< Tasting?: nothin

>< Thinking?: About The snow, and how excited i am to see everyone on New Years Eve, AND about the convo Ariel and I had,haha

>< Mood?: Giddy, just Giddy
>< Worry?: none,nada,non.
>< Taken/Single?: Single<3 and i love it!!

Who was the last person...
>< You Talked To?: Mel,Jess,Steve:P
>< You Listened To?: Melissa
>< You Looked At?: mom

>< You Smelled?: the vacuum smell
>< You Touched?: You;)
>< You Hugged?: Eva/mom
>< You Kissed?: I do not remember, probably a kiss on the cheek for one of my parents
>< You Instant Messaged?: Melissa and Steve/brandon,haha
>< You Were On the Phone With?: E to the VA
>< Broke Up With?: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX you know who you are

>< You Lost?: I think it was a while ago, but my mom? either that or Eva at the Hives concert!

>< You Missed?: All my PA freaks:) lol

>< You Needed?: Lisa!

>< You Loved?: Nat! I really really <3 Nat in a funky way

>< You Wanted?: The older rock n' roll guy!! You all know the story;)
>< You cried with?: Myself, the whole "what if it's crusty" convo at midnight made me laugh so hard i cried.
>< You Laughed With?Mel,just a few hours ago
>< Yelled At?: Jesse,or Sarah

>< Who Pissed You Off?: No one,really.
>< Who Made You Happy?: Mel
>< Who Made You Sad?: No one
>< Who Made You Cry?: Family
>< You Said Hello To?: Steve/Brandon

>< You Said Goodbye To?: Steve/brandon

If you could...
>< Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?: Paris,london,NYC

>< Do Anything, What Would You Do?: Be able to sing(well)
>< See Anyone, Who Would You See?: Melissa,Jordan,Leslie Ann,Bono<3 Natthaniel Kerr(Nat!)

Is <3, sweet <3.

  It's the only thing

that there's just

   too little of.

 Good song, anyways, it's so true.There shouldn't be fights and arguments.I don't see the point. I <3 my friends and want them all to be happy,and not be lonely.

    But seriously.That song is cute.So is the commercial it's in,haha.

                    I cannot wait until Frebruary.I get to go to New York City.I'm gonna love it.I already do, but this is going to be amazing, staying in the city.I think the hotel is on 34th street or something.<3 it.

  Maybe that singer will just by chance be staying in New York, and we'll end up at the same place.

     I believe greatly that fate brings people together. I think you open your own doors.But definetly Fate can play a huge role in things.It's actually really fun to believe in.Fate.

    Just wait!!

  Ok, so i *might* go to Stroudsburg to visit in february, since I'll be up there anyways,so it would make sense to stop in town.NYC is only like an hour or so away from Stroudsburg, so that should be fun.Main Street in February.I miss everyone there, like Satan,and Brown hat.haha.It sounds weird, but it's true.

   *sigh* Frank Died.I think it was a very dramatic goodbye.She told him it was alright to die and they would be fine.Very sad.things just went down hill after he broke his hip.Heart attack and Kidney Failer at the same time! It's sad, really, but I was glad I got to see him in October before my play.

    RIP

                      I'm very lucky, that I have the friends i have<3

XXOO

Quick little update

  Honestly, why do people settle for ordinary things when you could touch the sky.I wanna touch the sky, with everything I do.Including men.Haha, really! No offense to Stroudsburg, OR memphis, but why just have the regular Joe?? When there are more exquisite people and things to do?

       <3

 sh!t!!!

   dude, he (rocker) could be my grandfather! he's freakin 55!! and just started having kids in 98'. This isn't fair......this isn't fair..this isn't fair. He's 55 and has 3 kids.Busy man. Holy fuck, christmas is sucking.

Uno!

  Ok, so I was thinking earlier since whats his name has a wife and 3 kids,so does bono.Nat is great but hes here and not famous,ect..you get it..anyways! I was thinking.Maybe fate has it's ways of pleasing you.Some more than others.But i conjured up a list of things today that happened.

 LittleMo0Mo0: u 2!

  She was just talking plainly and put "U 2" ..haha..yayah!

 and another incedent happened with another rock star. I dunno.

  I NEED to have one of them.I can just feel it!You probably have no clue what I'm talking about, but it's true.Just this thing.Hgah! And Nat...Nat's an awesome guy, and he "knows" who I am....and he's like 40 something, so perfect agewise.Wow, if he ever saw this, he'd think i was a crazy lunatic.But I'm not.I swear;)

  but really.I have no idea what he's thinking in his head.He knows how old I am,obviously bc when we were in the back at Alfreds and Scott was like "16,huh? wow" and right when he came back out, i was like "and i got STAMPED!" and he laughed and shook his head,i believe.So, Barbara asking me from the stage how old i was didn't help too much either.But he's cute.And I would love him to like me!

SmarterChild: You Are a Fun Flirt

You love to flirt. It's fun and it's an easy way to break the ice with new people. You tend to be subtle in your approach. When you find someone attractive, you do what you can to get his attention without being too blunt or forward. You usually limit your flirting to people whom you are really interested in getting to know better. When you go out, you like to dress up or wear something slightly revealing to draw the attention of potential dates. You have many friends of the opposite sex, because that is where you focus much of your attention. Just remember that there is more to someone than first meets the eye. You could be walking right past Mr. Right in your attempt to meet that hot guy across the room.

   ****Listening to U2****

 I talked to Josh(Osafo) a lot last night.It was fun, he's funny bc he's so serious, and the things he says are hilarious.Funny kid.We were talking about my love of older guys,and he was like "Older guys are Gross" and that I reminded him of the movie star girl in the book "The Fan" that he's reading.He described the book..and it was very freaky...but the girl in the book liked the older guy.Haha,anyways, so we kept talking and i told him about Nat and how I would use Nat for like "Practice" since he's like 43? 44? maybe 45, and he's a musician.He's juts so quiet.

  Josh said that guys always notice, they just dont always act on it, like himself.Which is fine, bc Nat's a nice guy,who I'm not really sure about.He's pretty cool, and he knows me, so I think he'd make a good practice person.Josh said that would fall under the category of "using a person"..haha, but it's pretty innocent, because I do think he's cute.It's not too bad of an idea anyways.

      I suppose that one guy would have been really real practice, but that guy was aggressive.Holy shit, he was standing behind my dad and was smiling and hanging out, then my Dad caught me ...and it's not like the guy was my age, or even 20...he was like 25-33 and thought he was gonna get lucky.haha,but still, he was very aggressive.

    It's not the same with guys that are our age, and highschoolers or even college guys.

Maybe if the guy was a musician;)

  Then I explained to Josh that I would never go home with an older good looking guy that was just "regular" from memphis..even if he was good looking and sweet or charming.

  I have this thing that I have to be close to the action, as some would say, and i like the more known celeb types? I'm thinking that's a good way to put it,without making it sound completely wrong. I have that problem as well, making things sound different from what I meant.Haha.

    I totally believe in fate and karma.Theres really no good explanation to it.I think we all meet people for reasons.They are all part of shaping who we are as people.We should appreciate all of it, even some of the people we wish we could forget.They even play a part in the personality of us, and meeting even one more person can make a whole new change(good,or bad) at that.It's very interesting if you think about it smoetime.

            Mann, I find the strangest things attractive. Do we all remember the whole "making you do something" is sexy faze? haha..weird.

 Talent is really sexy though.I guess that's why I'm waay into Bono and such? They all have wives!

  I asked someone once "why do they all have wives and children?" and they simply replied "They're not young anymore! They're like fifty something.."

  It's true.But this all is recent.They didn't wait for me! It's ok, I'm still confident that I could make an impression if I met them. It'd just have to go perfectly. Like the presidential playmate incedent. It was supposed to happen.and i still believe that! lol.That went as well as it could have gotten.

                          You know what I've thought about? When your with a certain group of people for the majority of a time....people in that group start falling for eachother. Like if you lived on an island, with 6 or 7 people, and there were boys and girls, then it would happen.It's something about being around them, then you find them desirable, I'm guessing. Like when I was in the play Dracula, in October, we had been rehearsing together for like 3 months, Aug,Sept, Oct. you can see the attractions starting.It was fun. All of a sudden we're all groping and everyone is inncocently kissing eachother.It was fun. I started it.

    I got bored one day, and was like "Kate, let's kiss 4 guys." and she was gung ho for it.So, i think we got Hambone,Jason,Dan dan, and Russ.We always got Russ! He's like "ooOOoo" haha, it was hilarious.

  Hambone was adorable, and went to this really prestigous highschool, and was supposedly "snobby" or whatever, but not at rehearsals.He was awesome! Really nice. So now hes like 25? I dunno.I'm just missing everyone right about now,lol.

 This is way too long, but I have alot to say! haha

    Soo, I'm trying to figure out what to do. Things will happen anyways,even if i don't have a plan.That's usually how it goes for me anyways,haha.

    XOXO

 <3 AK<3

 Today was slow, but that's good bc I was really tired yesterday. I didn't even get through the first episode of Growing up Gotti that started at like midnight, which is early!

  Oh well.

   I'm getting unusually excited about going to Beale on New Years Eve. I haven't seen Nat and Barbara or the Kevin Paige band for WEEKS, which to me, seems like forever.

  I used to see Barbara and Nat almost every week, until I was in Drac.

 Mann, I wanna Dance!! And i wanna talk to Scott!!

   I miss talking to him. I'm having alot of fun talking to people I never really talked too much to before.

It's kind of refreshing,if you think about it.Talking to a completely new person, or even someone you haven't spent much time on beofre.Even if you don't like them like that or anything.

 Am I shallow? That was random, but i need to know? kind of? haha

 Brandon and Melissa are going to see Darkness(not THE darkness-the band..which would be tres magnifique! bc i love "I believe in a thang called love.."!) which looks pretty scary..i dunno, BoogeyMan looks even creepier bc it's like a childhood scary creature.Not of mine, but in general.I think I remember my cousins taunting me about it or something, but who knows.

  That show "the wedding story" has me a little urked, I guess you could say. It's slightly annoying. They make it look all happy and splendid! It's weird. It's fine if that's what you want, and everything. I guess the thing is, is that these people will like, get married, pop out several children, and then stay in the same town and state that they grew up in,and if not , then woo hoo, until the day they freakin die. And that lifestyle really, really annoys me! To no end, really. And again, I say, there's absolutely nothing wrong with it, if it's for you.Just to me, it's the epidomy of normalcy and also the epidomy of what I dislike to no extent.*sigh*

and no, I'm not judgemental. I guess it varies with people and what your tastes are and everything.

I'm tired of people saying they can't have someone..for whatever reason...

   It's time to just go get what you want!

  Who ever made  those rules anyways? Nothing is unatainable, and I just wish the whole world thought like that.

The more  i think about it, the smaller the world seems to me.It's just people ruled by more people.And if it's possible for a human to do soething, or achieve something, then any human has the ability to do something and get at least Something that they really want.

   <3

Can you understand me?
                                Baby, don't you hand me a line
Although it doesn't matter
                                          You and me got plenty of time

        There's nobody in the future
                       So baby let me hand you my love!
There's no step for you to dance to
                           So slip your hand inside of my glove

::::::hold me, (hold me), hold me!:::::::::

  Some kids go to boot camp.

    I need to go to Stay away from men -:-twice-:- and -:-thrice-:-    your age camp!

 XOXO

<3 AK

What is your name? - Alicia

Are you named after anyone? - Not that I recolect, I think I am though, but no one else knows or something like that

What's your screename? - CaliforniaDrmN5,emerald SOH0,iLoveNY315

Would you name a child of yours after you? - no way!

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? - <3Julian and Christopher.

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? -Anastasia, Isabelle and Elizabeth

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? - ALWAYS! Aleesha,Alysia-ack!

Would you drop your last name if you became famous? -Possible..

Basics:
Your gender: Female

Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight.

Single?: Yes, and I LOVE it.

If not, do you want to be?: ------

Birthdate: 15 Mar.,1988( when My Fair Lady opened, and when Julius Caesar was killed)

Your age: 16

Age you act: Sometimes crazy, sometimes "hyper";), sometimes Older, Charming.

Age you wish you were: I'm trying to enjoy being 16, but possibly 18/21ish

Your height: 5'4

Eye color: Green

Happy with it?: Yes I am

Hair color: Chestnut Brown

Happy with it?: Yep

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty

Your living arrangement: at home

Your family: I don't have any brothers or sisters

Have any pets?: One cat-Bullwinkle

Whats your job?: None..but i should get one, I wanna shop!

Piercings?:Ears

Tattoos?: non

Obsessions?: I hope I don't have any!

Addictions?: I <3 boys! but i'm not addicted.

Do you speak another language?: Latin, Fraincais

Have a favorite quote?: Dream as if you'll live forever,Live as if you'll die tomorrow-James Dean and One should Always be in love, That's the reason one should never marry.-Oscar Wilde

Do you have a webpage?: Actually, I do.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it:Uhh, just go get what you want, and don't obsess about what you can't have!
Do you live in the moment?: i think i do.

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes, certain people.

Do you have any secrets?: Boy do I! ;)

Do you hate yourself?: Nope.

Do you like your handwriting?: It's ok?

Do you have any bad habits?: Unnm,i don't know, haha, i think I'm boy craazy! Like liking older men, but who said that was bad??:P

What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I have pretty eyes, that I'm cute.(especially from Luther! he drew me:))

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: hmm...You see your Gypsy

What's your biggest fear?: Sharks!

Can you sing?: Yeah, kind of,lol.

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No, I can turn on certain traits of myself in front of certain people, but it's all me,really.

Are you a loner?: If loner means I don't follow people, then sure

What are your #1 priorities in life?: To have fun! Acheiev sucess,and reach for the moon! bc even if you miss, ou'll land among the stars

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Sure

Are you a daredevil: Yes, I'll try anything once!

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: that I'll be like some family members, as i would say

Are you passive or agressive?: I think I'm in the middle

Do you have a journal?: Yep

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength-hmm, "knowing" what people are like. Weakness-Temptation!

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'd know what to say more.I guess?

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: When others are crying,I am..

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I still plan on doing alot, but i don't have any regrets!

Do you think life has been good so far?: Do you really know about my life? lol..i have a place to live, and my art to keep me content.Plus beale street<33

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Observe, and no regrets.

What do you like the most about your body?: ok, this is weird,but my nose, and my eyes/hair

And least?: Umm..when i cry my eyes get really red and swollen!

Do you think you are good looking?:People always tell me I am.

Are you confident?: Pretty much.

What is the fictional character you are most like?: I'm hoping Daisy Buchanon/Girl from "What my mother doesn't Know".

Are you perceived wrongly?: I hope not!

Do You...
Smoke?: Nah

Do drugs?: No

Read the newspaper?: sometimes

Pray?: Sometimes

Go to church?: Not really..

Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yep!

Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah!! haha

Take walks in the rain?: Yes! I would.

Talk to people even though you hate them?: haah, i don't hate anyone right now.

Drive?: Not yet! ;)

Like to drive fast?: Umm, if i could drive, i would.

Would or Have You Ever?..:
Liked your voice?: People say i have a cute voice, so i guess.

Hurt yourself?: Yep.

Been out of the country?: Noo, but give me a few years!

Eaten something that made other people sick?: Uhh, probably,haha.

Been in love?: Yes, i've been in love with places.

Done drugs?: Nopee

Gone skinny dipping?: YES

Had a medical emergency?: Broken wrist

Had surgery?: not really

Ran away from home?: Not permanently.

Played strip poker?: Ehh...don't remember.

Gotten beaten up?: Nope!

Beaten someone up?: Once, but they started it!

Been picked on?: a lonnnggg time ago!

Been on stage?: Yes, i've been in plays.Recently, Dracula.

Slept outdoors?: Gross..

Thought about suicide?:

Pulled an all nighter?: Yes, I hate tests.jsshjf

If yes, what is your record?: I think it was til' well into the next morn.

Gone one day without food?: mmhm

Talked on the phone all night?: Yes!

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea...

Slept all day?: oooh yeah

Killed someone?: Noooooo.

Made out with a stranger?: nah,lol

Had sex with a stranger?: hahaha

Thought you're going crazy?: hahahaha...YES

Kissed the same sex?: My friends

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope

Been betrayed?: Kind of

Had a dream that came true? Just wheather wise.And one other.

Broken the law?:Umm..lol, kind of.

Met a famous person?: Yes;)

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Do Flies count??

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes..once! and like a long time ago.

Stolen anything?: once

Been on radio/tv?: Yep!

Been in a mosh-pit?: YES. haha, a few times!

Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes, when I was like 2.

Bungee jumped?: Someday!

Had a dream that kept coming back?: With the same person.

Belive in life on other planets?: Yes!! Long Story!

Miracles?: Definetly

Astrology?: Yes!!

Magic?: Haha , yeah

God?: Yes

Satan?: I know a guy names Satan!

Santa?: :)

Ghosts?: yep

Luck?: Yes, but we also make our own.

Love at first sight?: Yes<3333333

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Sometimes, so yes

Witches?: yes.

Easter bunny?: :P.

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Probably, but i don't know if I'd last!

Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Never been there, so yes.

Do you wish on stars?:Always

Deep Theological Questions:
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes? I think so?

Do you think God has a gender?: Not sure..lol

Do you believe in organized religion?: I think so.

Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven? other place?

Friends:
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: hun, I go to the theatre all the time! haha

Who is your best friend?: Heather,Shannon(s),Kari,Mel,Brandon,Josh

Who's the one person that knows most about you?Scott G./Aaron(I spilled my real story to them so far..) but then in 2nd place would be brandon and mel.

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Oscar Wilde's advice about one should always be in love, which is the reason one should never marry!

Your favourite inside joke?: Definetly Princess Sophia Lollypop! and Lep in the Hood:P

Thing you're picked on most about?: umm..nothing?

Who's your longest known friend?: Sadly, it's Brandon and Heather, Heather more than Brandon.

Newest?: Melissa

Shyest?: Kari

Funniest?: Melissa.Hands Down.Scoot and Josh too.

Sweetest?: Melissa!

Closest?: Mel/Brandon

Weirdest?: Steve

Smartest?: Scott(Pre Calc,suckas)

Ditziest?: Mel<33 haha

Friends you miss being close to the most?: Aaron,loochie,Monika,Alicia.

Last person you talked to online?: Mel

Who do you talk to most online?: Melissa,Brandon,Josh,JEss

Who are you on the phone with most?: No one

Who do you trust most?: Mel and Josh

Who listens to your problems?: Josh and Mel

Who do you fight most with?: Josh,haha

Who's the nicest?: Mel

Who's the most outgoing?: umm...Eva

Who's the best singer?: I guess mel? haha

Who's on your shit-list?: No one ...YET

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? Sure! hahahaha

Who's your second family?: Pizza Hut people,Beale street,my friends online:)

Do you always feel understood?: noo

Who's the loudest friend?: melissa! Shannon!

Do you trust others easily?: some people/

Who's house were you last at?: Grady?

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Any friend/cute guy

Do your friends know you?: they know what i tell them

Friend that lives farthest away: PA peple

Love and All That:
Do you consider love a mistake?: never

What do you find romantic?: Talent,haha, and NECKS

Turn-on?: NECKS,voice,talent!!

Turn-off?: jerks

First kiss?: hmm..danny?

If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Flattered/Grossed out I guess? That might sound kind of mean,lol.

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Nah,maybe a little bit..

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out?: I've done that,haha

Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: noo

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Some people? haha aparently ones with wives!;);)

What is best about the opposite sex?:Oh God, I just love boys.I like them.

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: What mel said,lol

What's the last present someone gave you?: The Fleetwood Mac Greatest hits cd<3333

Are you in love?: Not right now, but I'm in "Like"

Do you consider your significant other hot?:I have no significant other at the present

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Last night I had a dream about my room being kid of Haunted and that the boys name was Ethan or something ..But I'd have to say a, or Gilbert.

You wanted to kill?: No one..

That you laughed at?: Meliisa

That laughed at you?: Joshjosh

That turned you on?: oh baby,probably BONO<3

You went shopping with?: Mom

That broke your heart?: I've never really had my heart broken, but Sal.

To disappoint you?:My Dad

To ask you out?: Nastay Marc Raser *barf*

To make you cry?: This book I was reading.

To brighten up your day?: Josh

That you thought about?: Barbara Blue

You saw a movie with?: It's been for-ever

You talked to on the phone?: Eva

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Mel

You saw?: That cute guy in the computer room:P

You lost?: I think it was Jessica

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: I AM out. I'm at the clubhouse,haha

Will it be with your significant other?: Eh, nope!

Or some random person?: haha, nooo

What are you wearing right now?: CHS tee and Jeans, sneakers(take a pic!)

Body part you're touching right now: ...ew.;)

What are you worried about right now?: School +

What book are you reading?: The Great Gatsby<333

What's on your mousepad?: It's grey here at the clubhouse,lol

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Excited,Amused,ticklish,curious,hopeful.

Are you bored?: Never!

Are you tired?: Nah, slept til' 9:45

Are you talking to anyone online?:Nope

Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no

Are you lonely or content?: I'm anxious to get out, but right now I'm somewhat content,suprise suprise!

Are you listening to music?: In my head.

  Sorry Mel, I stole your answers!!

 My parents are acting horrible about all of this.

     I have to watch what I say bc they always say "your just like your mother.." or "your like your dad" like it's an insult and so much more and it's driving me insane and it's killing me! Not that this is the first time.

   I hate having to watch what I say.That's the short version.

 Anyways, I hate complaining more than that.I can't wait til' I'm 18! ahahahahahahahahahahahahah NEW YORK CITY

    I have a strong feeling I'm going to love it. And I can only worry about myself, which will be a nice change.I'm not selfish,either. Just me.

  I think I'd rather stop being close to people than get hurt or drag them down with me. But not tomorrow;) Tomorrow's going to be me and 50,000 other people! And I'm going to have fun.

  :::All this pain

    begins to feel like pleasure

with my tears,

   you'd make a sea a desert

salt my wounds

   and I'll keep saying thank you

but I can't help it if I'm just a fool

    always having my heart set on you

til' the time you start changing to rules

   I'll keep chasing the souls of your shoes.

ah, fool:::::::::::::

Happy New year!! FINALLY this long year is over.Not that it's a good or bad thing at all.      

        Yesterday was a blast!! Went to Beale street and everything.There was an estimated 85,000 people down there last night/early today.I think even Justin Timberlake was there,since he's from here and everything,ya know.

   It was a record for a crowd to show up for New years Eve,the usual is like 50,000...which is what we were all expecting, but it was IMPOSSIBLE to move out there.The crowds pretty much shuffled along until this mini-ball dropped and there was confetti and paper everywhere.It was truly a fun time!!

      something I thought was pretty cute was there was a caskett for people to throw in anything they wanted to bury along with 2004.Of course theres a few things I wish i could have thrown in there.How about you?

   Anyways, I'm going to be making this journal friends only, so let me know if you wanna be added!

 A biento(SP)

  XOXO <3 AK

Your fucking wishy washy.And I hate it.

     You can talk crap about someone one day.And then call them a friend the next day.So what makes everyone think you won't do it to them.Most likely you will.But you need to make up your mind now.Stop dragging everyone along with your pittiful and boring presence.

   And if you can't decide whether or not you'll talk shit about someone and laugh about them or be really sweet to their face then don't talk at all.And especially not to me.

   But now i really know how you can be.People are deceiving.And t tell the truth- you only happened because of bordom.

   I love that song.I  really enjoy Dylan. I like this song.Just look at it.

 Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

You've gone to the finest school all right, miss lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

                     Well, I just talked to Sal.He IM'd me first, believe it or not.He told me he was doing better, and I asked what was better? he said his Grandfather died and now he's coming back. I'm glad, it's no fun when's he's gone,lol. But then I told him that I guess Lisa didn't tell him, and he asked what, and i said "that i'm moving back". he responded with "big nice" haha. Then I told him how I was(and still am) thinking about going back to notre Dame bc A.) 98% college acceptance rate!! Which is appealing. and B.) Stroudsburg has way too much drama.  He practically begged me to come back, which was nice!

                      The he said "besides, I'm here!" haha, of course. Some things don't change. And he told me that he's better.Alot better.Just not at typing.lol . I told him I'd think about it, and that I had to go.

   It was a cool conversation.

   <3 Ak<3

from page six:

DREW Barrymore has apparently told her little drummer boy, Fabrizio Moretti, to beat it. Word is she wrote Moretti a "breakup letter" last week — and we couldn't help notice that the Brazilian-born Strokes percussionist was nowhere to be seen amid the hipster throngs at the Another Magazine bash that Barrymore hosted at Ono on Sunday night. Another ominous sign is the fact that our queries to reps for Drew and Fabrizio yesterday were met with stony silence.

  I don't care if it's wrong of me or not! I'm celebrating!

 XXXOOO

Wow . So I got * maybe * 1 hour of sleep last night! ahaha. It's nice to know how immature people can be, especially when you were there for them in their entire days of sadness and doubt, and then a thing they hear can kill a seemingly good friendship! Looks like I'm the one who trusts people too easily.Silly me!!

   I talked to Josh Hamilton yesterday/today for a long while.He was sick:\ kind of. Then I watched the Breakfast Club. i love love loovvee that movie. The basket case,hah. Kari scored that one, too.

   I'm still coming to S-burg, too late to change those plans now, plus, being so near to New york will be good for me. I've missed it very much.

     Got a nice message from shannon.Haha, the Drama! But i like her drama. Its interesting, and it's not so complicated like she thinks.She's so torn!! :) She keeps dropping messages about how the reason I'm not online better be because I'm on my way home. And yes, she calls it home, because "that's where you belong!" . it's nice to think my friends belong up there with them even when I've been away for over a year! It seems like more than that because last year was just wild- I went to 3 schools. But what can you do, ya know? Tomorrow I'm going to finish the rest of Junior year up( and some senior classes)! Things are looking good.I was thinking about what Scott said , about not to "give in" to going back,haha. He's cool, and I think he's right.He really knows what he's talking about.I'll have to give him his real Birthday Card this time!!

  But to make a long entry short-er here's a survey that I'm borrowing from Melissa.

Does all bottled water taste the same to you?: Some taste much better than others, if that makes sense.

Do you wear shoes when you hang around the house or do you barefoot it:The Georgian part of my life shines through- Bare

If money was no object, where would you go out to eat tonight? I would go to Hampton Beach where we used to go, then i would go pick up my friends in a limo, take them into the city, go to a club and then I would fly everyone back to Memphis to show them around and then we could all stay in the Peabody.

List all the things on your bathroom counter without looking:A pretty cute silver holder thing that has makeup brushes and some makeup in it, a curling iron,a clock/picture holder thing from <3 Target, Toothpaste,Toothbrush,a hair brush,tweezers and i think i also left my clippers out.lol.

Turn around and look behind you, what do you see? : A lamp, a cofee table, a pen holder, a HUGE couch, a clock, a fairy decorative doll thing, and a window looking out to the golf course.

What's worse, a booger hanging out of your nose or a piece of spinach in your teeth? Spinach in your teeth, haha, it's so distracting....and hard to get out! :O:O

If you could invent a new flavor of soda what would it be: Coconut!! I think the spaniards already have that out though in the Goya brand.

What's the first section you usually go to when you go to Walmart? Definetly the entertainment stuff.Dvds, cds.

When is the last time you had a haircut? A while ago! My hair was kind of shorter, not really short, but shorter and styled, but it grew out and it looks okay, but i want a trim to the layers.lol

What kind of shampoo is in your shower right now? I think its Suave and Neutrogena.

How fast can you type on the keyboard? Pretty fast! I took keyboard.

What time is it? 11:13 am.

What time do you wish it was? No preference!

Did you get enough sleep last night?  haha, NO! I got maybe 1 hour sleep.

What's the worst fashion trend going on right now in your opinion? too much fake tan can make you look gross and orange, ya know?

Who is your favorite family member? I don't really have one. Not a favorite.But I'd say my older Cousin.9she's older than me by 1 year.)

If there were no exotic species laws, what kind of pet would you get?  I wouldn't want to take them out of their natuarl habitats. it'd be hard to care for a Georaffe.

If applicable, what kind of video games do you play? i don't, but I love Tetris, and super Mario!

What's your GPA? Currently about a 3.2 ish/

What do you wish it was? I wish it was a 3.8-4.0

If you could do anything you wanted to today what would it be? Go to New orleans with Magic Nick Tooms. And then id wanna go to a cookout thing...I forgot what it's called, but it's great.

Can you lick your elbow? Of course

Can you put your leg behind your head? haha, Yeah!!

Do you crack your knuckles? eew no way

Favorite brand of chapstick: I like Bonne Belle:)theirs smell really good.The Doctor pepper onesrock

Least favorite food: Clams.*sigh*

Bubble baths or showers?   Mostly I take showers,  but both are nice.

Do you have to wear deoderant? I don't stink really badly or sweat alot, but i do for precautionary reasons. haha

How do you get the little fuzzies off your sweaters? With my fingers? or tape.

Are you allergic to anything? I used to be alergic to mold in Illinois.

Are you an upfront person? Yep.I don't see the reason in not saying something, especially if it's to a friend.

Have you ever flashed anyone? Yep! Lisa and I flashed some cars on the bus!! I miss her!

Besides your doctor, has anyone seen you naked? Well, when I was a baby! duhhh

What kind of gum is your favorite?  I absolutely LOVE  juicy fruit and double mint and big red.Bubleicious is the best though mann

  Line up announced today in the Playbook:D Alot of big name stars are going to be here for it this year.It's much better than Last.

  April 29

Autozone Stage:Egypt Central, Yo Gotti, Seether, Nickel Creek, Trey Anastasio

Budweiser Stage <3: Michael tolcher, Ingram Hill, Gavin Degraw, Mavis Staples and The Wallflowers

Sprite/NBA Stage: American Hi-Fi, Bowling For Soup, Switchfoot, Ozomati and Jack Johnson

Blues Tent:Carey Bell, Popa Chubby, W.C. Clark, and Tommy Castro

April 30

Autozone Stage:Particle,Todd Snider, Little Feat,Al kapone, KC & the Sunshine Band, and Nelly

Budweiser Stage:Breaking Point,Ricky Warwick,Crossfade,Tesla,Three Days Grace, and THE KILLERS!!

Sprite/NBA Stage: Will Graves,Jerry Lee Lewis,Spin Doctors,the North Mississippi Allstars,Johnny Lang(Amy LOVES this guy.),and the Los Lonely Boys.

Blues Tent:Robert "Wolfman" Belfour, Pinetop Perkins w/ Willie 'Big Eyes' Smith,Nigel Mooney,Hubert Sumlin ,Alvin Youngblood Hart, John Mooney and Guitar Shorty

May 1

Autozone Stage: Billy Lee riley,Lisa Marie Presley,War,Billy Idol, the Black Crowes

Budweiser Stage: Bloodthirsty Lovers,Ben Kweller(Jordan would love this),Ike Turner and the Kings of Rhythym,Elvis Costello,and Sarah McLaclin

Sprite/NBA stage:Reliant K., Chevelle,Medeski, Martin and Wood,Robert Randolph and the Roots

Blues Tent:Kenny Brown,E.G. Kight, Robert Lockwood Jr., James Cotton, and Johnny Winter

phew! It sounds awfully exciting! We didnt go last year, but we went to get lunch at the little Jazz place that was very cool.It's so laid back here.So cool.

 I got another e-mail thing on myspace from Shan.I really really miss her so much!  Joe does like her, it's just she doesn't know if she feels the same about him, which is okay.it's always good to have something in the back of your head for a rainy day. Her nicknames are so hilarious. Heather is on there too, so I'm gonna go and take care of that stuff.

XOXO

      Well,  2 days til' my birthday!! :D Just thought I'd throw that out there!! haha

  I can't wait til' I get back into the burg.I'm only going to have 2 classes a day until the end of school, or less,because I've finished the majority up already.Shan asked Mr.  O if he would sign me into his class,which is period 8 English, and he said he'd prefer me in 7th...but he'll take me in 8th! That's the class that has most of my friends in it originally, including 2 of the gals- Shan Burns and Lisa Pengilly.I had the best times with those 2 last year,and I expect to pick up wherever we left off!!

 But first- My birthday is in 2 days- on the 15th - which is also the day Julius Caesar was killed.I remember Dave and I talking about that at the Reastraunt in Hainesburg.I miss those guys alot, and what all went on there, with Dave and the cook and everyone.Even being around people like Steve was interesting, but that was 9th...and along time ago,to me. Lateley I've been reading alot about Cleopatra.She was very intersting, I love love Loveee how fun her life seemed.Everything from Julius Caesar to Marc Antony....all of it.

  I'm going to Miami!! Friday.I'll talk more about it later,and after it happens.

        I'm talking more to Leslie Ann now that I've been doing more on Myspace and all.It's nice!! I do miss clarksvegas and the highschool and mostly Wesner and Tommy and John.But I'm not regretful at all about anything that's happened here.

<3

  Here's a cool website that you can find out what you were in your pastlife.Its fun and interesting.Mine was right on the dot!!

   www.thebigview.com/pastlife

Your past life diagnosis:

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern West Australia around the year 875.
Your profession was that of a teacher, mathematician or geologist. Do you remember now?

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Inquisitive, inventive, you liked to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Talent for drama, natural born actor.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
There is an invisible connection between the material and the spiritual world. Your lesson is to search, find and use this magical bridge.

So, My birthday was yesterday,and it was awesome:D

  I had several people call me to wish me a happy one,which really made my day. We went to lunch at the East End Grill, which is an amazing hang out(mostly for guys) but so what? haha. Then this really cute guy that looked alot like Stephen Webber smiled and talked to me for a few. That was fun since I won't be seeing those people for a little bit,because I'm moving back up North:O to the freezing cold winter,haha.The winters here are cold at times, but generally are mild.Not as mild as the ones in Georgia were.

  We went to the store next door to grab a few things,and we got some more boxes.Saw those people,and the one freaky guy was following me again!! haha But it's weird to think that we won't be seeing the familiar faces we've seen for the last year, ya know? But I'm very used to moving,and I enjoy it.SOme people take vacations- I just move to the places,haha.

  Shannon,Josh and ROCKY(yes,Rocky Balboa) left me some happy birthday comments on myspace.hahahhh The Rocky one was the best.Definetly a fun birthday. I got to talk to Brianne, and she is tres excited that I'm moving back.I'm only going to have 1 class though, because I'm officially done with the rest of my subjects, and Mr. O secured me a spot in his class thanks to Shan.

    ((Oh.and it's official.Julian and Juliet are married.))

    Theres so much I'll miss about memphis, but there's so much I'm looking forward to being back there.Like being so close to New York,and getting to see my friends again.It's all good!! Friday I'm going to Miami!! Partially for my birthday, and partially for Spring Break.So that's gonna rock.Then when we come back from Miami, We'll only be here for a week, or less.I'll finish up what needs to be finished in school, and then we're outta here!!

    So, here's my schedule at SHS:

 Period 8 English- Onody

    Ciao,babe

[ .001. ] first name: Alicia

 [ .002. ] middle name: Katerina [ .003. ] last name: guess!!  [ .004. ] nickname: Aleece,AK,lee, and if you ask shan, then it's A

[ .005. ] gender: Female [ .006. ] birthday:March 15, 1988 [ .007. ] height: 5'4 [ .008. ] hair color: Now it's auburn/brownish reddish[ .009. ] eye color: Green [ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope [ .011. ] do you have braces: nope[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: pretty long![ .013. ] where were you born: Clarksville, Tennessee[ .014. ] current location: Memphis, Tennessee [ .015. ] zodiac sign:pisces [ .016. ] how many languages do you know: English,French,German,Japanese and a little spanish[ .017. ] what language do you want to learn: I'm currently in Latin 2[ .018. ] bad habits: We all have our bad habits. [ .019. ] piercing you have: my ears[ .020. ] piercing you want: No more[ .021. ] tattoos you have: nada[ .023. ] today: Sunday [ .024. ] today's date: Vignt - sept au Mars[ .025. ] the time: il et deux-hueres( i think that's right)[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: bring em' onF A M I L Y [ .027. ] mother's name:  [ .028. ] father's name:  [ .029. ] brother's name: only child[ .030. ] sister's name: only child [ .031. ] favorite aunt: I don't really have any 'favorites'[ .032. ] favorite uncle: [ .033. ] favorite grandparent: no favorites!![ .036. ] worst relative: Now this is the one I could on and on about,haha :P[ .037. ] best relative: I love my cousins [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: for the most part, i do [ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: I think they have an idea of how I am.P E T S [ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes [ .041. ] what are their names: Bullwinkle!![ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: I have a cat S C H 0 0 L [ .043. ] are you still in school: I'm a junior in Highschool [ .044. ] did you drop out:nah, but i can understand sometimes why people do!![ .045. ] current gpaI think it's something like a 3.0-3.2[ .046. ] favorite grade: probably 10th grade stroudburg and CHS was alot of fun.And then coming here and doing this gave me an opportunity to do alot!![ .047. ] least favorite grade: definetly junior highschool, middle of 7th, most of 8th [ .048. ] favorite teacher: I miss Mr. Herb and Wesner[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: I absolutely hated my math teacher at CHS- Smith I think it was.[ .050. ] favorite subject: Drama,English and History [ .051. ] least favorite subject: MATH, although Wachowski was hilarious, can't stand the subject. But steve was in that class with me and Shanti :D [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I never ate lunch in school, I'd grab something afterwards or I'd buy a bag of chips during school [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: last year I was on the colorguard :D[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: haah, Drama club, Colorguard and winterguard [ .055. ] are/was you popular: I seemed to know alot of people in every grade,but I wouldn't label myself popular or unpopular[ .056. ] favorite dance: Although Kate and I have a litle fun with the fish, I have always loved the Macarana(sp) [ .057. ] favorite memory: Soo many!! hmm, the parties we all went to during Dracula,all the cast parties,going to Lake Martin for Margarets Funeral stands out...The last fourth of July was great, the rally, All the wrestling shows that we got backstage at, and just..Beale!! All of the things that happened on Beale, especially the Hives concert with Eva[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: I want to remember all of these, and I want so many more, especially in NYC with my friends.[ .059. ] least favorite memory: I don't know...Don't really have any.Probably the whole thing with that movie that i was going to be in- WALK THE LINE, it's starring Joaquin Phoenix and Resse witherspoon.It was filmed here. [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: Probably singing that Born to be wild song!! wooo!! but it wasn't humiliating- it was just randomF A V 0 R I T E S [ .061. ] number: 3 [ .062. ] letter: A[ .063. ] shoes: i love love loveee my boots, and I like my heeled flip flop sandals[ .064. ] saying(s): Osaffo seems to think it's "you and your" i do love how it sounds though..you and your questions.Like that [ .065. ] TV show: Will&Grace,Growing Up Gotti,Family Plots,and SCRUBS....oh, and Monk[ .066. ] sport: Guard and Tennis [ .067. ] vegetable: I,3 veggies [ .068. ] fruit: Bananna[ .069. ] movie: Almost Famous(it's all happening!!),Stand by Me,the Goonies,Deeply,Scent of a woman, Rocky!! [ .070. ] magazine: Elle,Cosmogirl,teenvogue[ .071. ] actor: Sean Penn,Ryan Gossling,Hugh Jackman,Heath Ledger,Matthew mcCaughnehey[ .072. ] actress: Sandra Bullock,Drew Barrymoore [ .073. ] candy: Kit Kat Bars[ .074. ] gum: Juicy fruit!![ .075. ] scent: I love Shalimar light and JLo Miami[ .076. ] candy bar: none[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate[ .078. ] color: Emerald Green[ .079. ] season: Summer and Fall<3 [ .080. ] holiday: Halloween [ .081. ] band: The Strokes.[ .082. ] singer: hmm, Gavin Degraw is okay.He always comes to Memphis so that's cool.[ .083. ] group: Low Millions is fun!! Eleanor!! But I like the Strokes again.[ .084. ] rapper: I'm not a huge fan of it, but anything you can dance to would be great!! [ .085. ] type of music: I like everything from Oldies, to rock to 80's music [ .086. ] thing in your room: My 'going away present' from the guard last year at SHS, and my magazines [ .087. ] place to be: In new york city, or on an island in the sun,ahah[ .089. ] tv channel: Sometimes MTV, I like a few shows like Power Girls and in the morning when they play music.  [ .090. ] junk food: I LOVE pizza[ .091. ] overall food: Chinese(SUSHII!!) [ .092. ] store: I like all the shops on fashion ave. and Macy*s. [ .093. ] hangout: Memphis: CK's , Dyers, The new Daisy, and Alfred's an Silky's [ .094. ] fast food: Pizza Hut, and fast drinks: Starbucks <333[ .095. ] restaurant: Dyers,CK's[ .096. ] shape: Triangles.Always loved how they look.[ .097. ] time of day: Evenings and Mornings [ .098. ] country: France,England,Egypt, and Italy [ .099. ] state: New York,Tennessee, and Alabama[ .100. ] boys name: Julian,Christian,Jack[ .101. ] girls name: Isabelle,Amelie. [ .102. ] mall: Wolfchae Galeria is HUGE. But I also love Oakcourt.[ .103. ] video game: Mario [ .104. ] shampoo: Any shampoo that smells great! [ .105. ] board game: The game of life[ .106. ] computer game: Sims is fun!![ .107. ] car: ANY convertable [ .108. ] music video: I adore the Killers video for Mr. Brightside, but I also really enjoy Low Millions' vid for Eleanor.[ .109. ] swear word: shit!![ .110. ] word: you [ .111. ] month: I love Octobers and Julys [ .112. ] cartoon character: ahahah, Johnny Bravo!! [ .113. ] scary movie: I like house on haunted hill- <3 heather!! [ .114. ] team: The Yankees!!  [ .115. ] possession: hmm...my pictures  WHATS THE FIRST THING Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR… [ .116. ] eminem: 8 mile[ .117. ] dog: randy [ .118. ] hot: the beach!! [ .119. ] britney spears: Married [ .120. ] nsync: ack.Justin Timberlake- he's from memphis[ .121. ] real world: loved this last one [ .122. ] orange: fruits[ .123. ] choice: calvin klein[ .124. ] fuck: fuck![ .125. ] bisexual: a layover on the way to gaytown( from sex and the city) [ .126. ] black: clothes[ .127. ] icq: wtf? [ .128. ] insane clown posse: Ashley's tee shirt!![ .129. ] linkin park: ick[ .130. ] jack: I love that name![ .131. ] rainbow: sky[ .133. ] cucumber: green [ .134. ] shark: scary!![ .135. ] lifehouse: old band[ .136. ] bat: aww[ .137. ] leather: pleather[ .138. ] whip: whew!![ .139. ] america: freedom!! haha[ .140. ] water:yum[ .141. ] volcano: fiji EITHER OR [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: hah, rock [ .146. ] rap or pop: pop i guess [ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap[ .148. ] rap or metal: nein [ .149. ] pop or r&b: yes, both [ .150. ] pop or metal: pop [ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: neither.[ .153. ] tool or korn: neither[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: aww, i love selena, but J.Lo[ .155. ] hot or cold: Jordan!! <3 Hot [ .156. ] winter or summer: Summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall [ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira,haha [ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: none[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Kittie[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: both [ .163. ] buffy or angel: ick[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls[ .165. ] football or basketball: FootBall [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: skiing [ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: skateboarding [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: neither[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun[ .175. ] inside or outside: both [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Alcohol [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell Phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angels [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: not really a fan of either  [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Neither [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tatoos on guys[ .184. ] prep or punk: both[ .185. ] slut or whore: haha, same thing  P R i V A T E L i F E [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope!![ .187. ] do you have a crush: always!! [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i love alot of people [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: i'm not sure[ .190. ] how many people have you liked: a bazillion[ .191. ] who was your first crush: DY[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: heartbreaker!! haha, who counts that anyways?[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: ZERO!! :D[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "One should always be in love. Which is why one should NEVER marry"- Oscar Wilde, totally.[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Crush- I have quite a few, one is a musician, he's really cute. But he's a little bit older.The other is in a band. A rock band. You might have heard of him. hahah[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: sure [ .197. ] please post it if you do: haha, i can't! [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yes[ .199. ] please post it if you do: It's on the main page of this here thingy!![ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality. looks are nothing if they don't have the backer of personality[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend of the opposite sex: yeah,Lisa and Shan!! they're my FRIENDS. haha[ .202. ] are you still friends: sure [ .203. ] so moving along...do you smoke: noo[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: haha, no [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope[ .206. ] how about a little x: how about noo [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: there's enough of that stuff in s-burg to last a lifetime!! so no [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: good. The woodchuck stuff is.[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: a few times[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yepp[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke:none [ .213. ] have you ever drank Hpnotiq: nope [ .214. ] when was the last time you got some:haha W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER... [ .215. ] bungee jump: yes [ .216. ] sky dive: yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes [ .218. ] scuba dive: yes [ .219. ] go rock climbing: i've done it [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: maybe a little...haha, kidding [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: NO  [ .224. ] lie to the police: haah, maybe [ .226. ] lie to your parents: its pointless, but i have [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: vegas, maybe!![ .229. ] left a restaurant without paying: that's ghetto. haha[ .230. ] streak: yepp!

       Josh sent me one of those surveys through the e-mail thing, which was funny. It's weird to be talking to Emme and Emily now!! It doesnt seem like I left at all. Sha's stories are getting me pretty hyped for my return. And oh, I am. ;)

    Shan is inviting me over to her house for some wine and movies(particularly BJ2) while her family is out.I'm pretty sure her mom would hate me with a passion if she even knew what Shan and I talk about!! Lisa has an idea of it, but she pretty much disaproves on the whole older guy situations anyways,let alone this situation. I think he's the perfect person for a project like this though. It's definetly not a one-sided attraction between those two. As long as she just has fun and doesnt get too serious about it, it'll be fine. 

About half an hour ago there was a tornado here/2 miles down the road!! I'm so serious.I hate storms.

 So, it was beautiful earlier, I even went to the clubhouse to workout a little bit, but the sky started changing, so I went back home. In a very short amount of time, the sky went from Blue and fluffy to very grey, but not green.

     It didn't rain at all, and then about 30  minutes ago the news butted in and said that there was a tornado warning for DeSoto county,Mississippi, which is only down a small road, and not more than 2 miles away from right where I live.I live in a complex right down from state-line road which bleeds into mississippi, and the little town right there is Olive Branch.

   I called Dad up, because I was a little bit nervous!! I've "been" in quite a few tornado warnings though,because I lived in Alabama,Georgia, and Illinois.

  Then, they said that a Tornado has touched down on the Cherokee Valley Golf Coarse which is only about 3 minutes away from where I live!! It was really scary, because I was in the living room watching the wheather and was on the phone at the same time, and I looked out the window, and the sky was just cloudy- not black or green. And then I noticed that it was raining a little bit- but only on the other side of the big tree..not where our building is, and they're only like 30 feet apart!! So, it was raining literally on one side of the fence and not the other.It was weird.

  So then, we went into the closet and sat down with blankets and pillows over our head, and my Dad called us again and asked how the wheather was going, and I got up and went into the living room because we had the news wheather all the way turned up, and I looked out the window and it was hailing, so I ran back into the closet and got on the floor.

   About 10 minutes later, I came back out here, and the wheather people said that there was reported debris in the air, and i looked out the window and i couldnt see a thing- the wind was blowing and there was like, a whispy glaze outside,which was most definetly part of the debris. So i jolted back into the closet and shut the door. It wasn't noisy, because it had already touched down right down the street, literally on the road that if you went out front, you could see. It hopped over us though, thank GOD!!

   So about 5 minutes after the reported debris around us, we hear that the Hickory Hill area has a tornado siren off but it pretty much cleared up. And sure enough, when i got out of the cloet, the sun was shinging and the sky was blue. Seriously, it was weird. But it goes to show how fast something can pass.I was pretty hysterical about it all, because I absolutely HATE storms. I grew up in the south with this kind of crap wheather for spring. No wonder!!

 Was amazing & then some :D It was better then I had imagined,not that that's a suprise or anything!! We had great seats- we were only 5 rows back from the stage in Orchestra seating. That day started out very long. We went to the city early that day, at about 10 because the open call for the movie was at 2, but the lines were outrageous!! They had one line going into the building that was for SAG and the other line(that turned out being the longest) was NON-SAG.

 I got there about 1 and already the non union line was somewhat long.Not long after I got in line a few more people that were young, but not as much as me, came into the line and I started talking to a few of them. They're pretty cool people, but so are most artists! :P

   By the time they started seeing non union people. the line was wrapped all the way around the freakin block!! By then, we were considered the "beginning" of the line,haaha.

  I'm talking to Josh now. He's convinced that all girls are evil and plagued with Herpes( the gift that keeps on giving). haha, he's crazy.

   Anyways, we finally got upstairs, I think their names were Jesse, Skye, and a few girls.We happened to be in the same group which was great.

  After the audition we walked around practically all day and it was exciting. Tim enjoyed himself immensely, but so did I. New York is great and I missed it alot.

     After  a while we went to Bryant Park, which looked the same, but they were planting grass for after the whole Fashion Week thing. It's always beautiful though!! I swear I saw a guy that looked identical to the Nick Valensi, which brought back memories,haha. The Carousel is still there!! It still looks the same, which was a relief. The fountain was nice, too.

   It got pretty chilly out so I put on my black cardigan on in the bathroom in bryant park.

soooo, we headed to the Theatre! But before that we went to Le Rondevous, which was really good. The view from that place was great. We only had about 30 minutes til' the show after that, so we walked around in this art store where they had awesome pics of Frank Sinatra and Andy Warhol-esque art pics of James Dean and Marilyn Monroe that were amazingly good.I saw this guy walk by the window that looked so so familiar, and I still have no idea where i know him from. The weird thing is after the art store, i went into the Broadway Karaoke store and he was in there with his friend and he looked at me like I looked familiar too.Hmmmm.

    Then we walked to the Ambassador Theater.We weren't in line with the 500 other suckers, but while we were out front, I saw Joey Coslar and Katie Mullen from Notre Dame!! Talk about small world!! Joey definetly recognized me, but I don't think Katie did so much until he said something. They were like first in line to get in the theater, lol, go figure.

    When the doors finally did open, we kinda slipped in and followed lead. It was beautiful( the theater)!! :D Of course. Our seats were perfect!! We were in Orchestra in row F I think it was. And the theater wasnt huge so every seat was a great seat, but you can definetly see the people from the stage, because during the show, alot of actors/dancers were looking into the audience. But I know it's viewable anyways, because I had just been in Dracula, and the lights are bright, but when you're close, you can see the audience good.

  There are no words to describe how great that musical was! Only that it's nothing at all like the movie, which is neither good or bad, just don't compare the two because they're so different. My favorite part was the tap dance that the 3 guys did while they were smoking. It was great!! And Shawn Emamjomeh was hilarious. Mathew Risch was easy on the eyes as Fred Casley ;) They probably have a few things in common. :D

       Thursday was Karaoke night at the High School,haha. I went to that, of course, and it was a ball.

 Yesterday was exciting- I went to a New York Yankee ball game !! I <3 those Yanks. The wheather was pretty crappy - kinda cold and a little rainy. Not so much rain as wind. It was still a good time :D

         Then we left a little early to get back in time to get ready for the Yankee Doodle Diner gig. It went well, for what it was!! The people  were the best at what they do- Bass,Keyboard and Drums.Very fun.

     Frank was amazing for only being 27 years old! He did look pretty young, though.I got to meet Christine and the kids.I don't think I've ever met her, just heard alot about her. She has 9 year old Savannah, 4 year old Lena, and the new baby Aurora. The baby looks just like Jesse and his family, thank goodness!! :) Lena was following me,haha,she's sweet.

  Christine ended up singing 2 songs, and she sounds good. The crowd was a good size for the wheather. It was a fun night!! Johnny seemed satisfied, which is all that mattered, really, if you know what I mean. The same usual waiters were there, including Cathy :D I wonder who that one guy is that doesn't speak much english. I think, like everyone else there, that he's a Greek.He's pretty cute.

            Tim was very impressed by Frank, of course. He's the best!!

 I actually talked to the one guy tonight that goes to the tracks alot.He thought I was a friend of theirs, but I had to explain how I know them,haha. I guess that's a compliment that I look older? Maybe.

       My favorite thing about that diner- well, things I can actually talk about- is that it's different. And it's just cool.

  Now more about the Karaoke night that was Thursday- I saw everyone I wanted to see...and even some I really didn't!!

   Lisa,Jess,Kirsten,Heather, Chris D., and his funny friend and me were there a little early hanging out, and waiting for Chris- Lisa's boyfriend. But I ran into so many people and got nice hugs and stuff. I saw BJ Conklin,Karli, S,Dan,Cody,Ariana, Ariana''s boyfriend, James, Monika,James(gag),Mr. O, his gf( :O ), Shannon,Kari,Caitlin,Janine,Mike, Chris, Sam, Brianne, and Jeff smiled at me, but i don't know him- I just had to ask what his name was bc he looked familiar- but i have no idea who that kid is! ahah

     It was fun though. Good songs were "sung". Bohemian Rhapsody was great. I think everyone sang along and especially during the wayne's world head-bang part, everyone went along. It was just really fun!

   Lisa's bf supposedly hates all her friends, so I was real careful around him, haha, and got on his good side!! :) That was a relief. The thing is that proabably all of Lisa's friends are jealous of him, because she spends more time with him than she does with her friends. The drama! But I think they're good for eachother 

Copy n Paste this into your Blog...bold watever IS TRUE

01. I miss somebody right now

02. I don't watch much TV these days

03. I love olives (black ones)

04. I love sleeping

05. I own lots of books.

06. I wear glasses or contact lenses- I should

07. I love to play video games-

08. I've tried marijuana

09. I've watched porn movies

10. I have been in a threesome

11. I have been the psycho-

12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy

13. I have acne free skin

14. I like and respect Al Sharpton

15. I curse frequently...especially when im mad

16. I have changed alot mentally over the last year

17. I have a hobby

18. I've been told I can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch.

19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me

20. I'm really, really smart

21. I've never broken someone's bones

22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal

23. I hate the rain

24. I'm paranoid at times

25. I need money right now!

26. I love Sushi

27. I talk really, really fast sometimes

28. I have fresh breath in the morning

29. I have semi-long hair...sometimes

30. I have lost money in Las Vegas

31. I have at least one brother and/or one sister

32. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

33. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 

34. I have a twin

35. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past

36. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

37. I like the way that I look sometimes

38. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months

39. I am usually pessimistic... upon occasion

40. I have a lot of mood swings

41. I think prostitution should be legalized

42. I think Britney Spears is hot

43. I have cheated on a significant other in the past

44. I have a hidden talent -

45. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have

46. I think that I'm popular

47. I am currently single

48. I have kissed someone of the same sex - yeah, FRIENDS and relatives.

49. I enjoy talking on the phone

50. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants

51. I love to shop

52. I would rather shop than eat

53. I would classify myself as ghetto

54. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders

55. I'm obsessed with my online journal

56. I don't hate anyone. "hate" is such a strong word...

57. I'm a pretty good dancer

58. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington

59. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother not completely

60. I have a cell phone

61. I believe in God

62. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis

63. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months

64. I love drama -class

65. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before

66. I have rejected someone before

67. I currently have a crush on someone

68. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

69. I want to have children in the future.

70. I have changed a diaper before

71. I've called the cops on a friend before

72. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club

73. I'm not allergic to anything

74. I have a lot to learn

75. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger

76. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie

77. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes

78. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message

79. I have at least 5 away messages saved

80. I have tried alcohol or drugs before

81. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past

82. I own the "South Park" movie

83. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Mindsay

84. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum

85. I enjoy some country music

86. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza

87. I watch soap operas whenever I can

88. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist

89. I have used my sexuality to advance my career

90. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all

91. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"

92. Halloween is awesome

93. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it -

94. I have dated a close friend's ex - she didn't care!!

95. I'm happy as of this moment

96. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s

97. I haven't showered in two days . . . and I like it.

98. I'd rather be in Germany than anywhere else.

99. Im obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures

100. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again...

101. I'm one of those types who are easily amused; the stupidest of things can make me laugh. sometimes

102. i've cried within the last week

103. I have flirted with someone I didnt like just to get something out of it.

104. I like at least three British Comedy TV Shows

105. I have overslept and missed my classes

106. I've been on TV

107. I listen to music no matter what I am doing

108. I yell at the TV when I watch sports - Yanks! <3

109. I miss being homeless

110. I've been cheated on before by a significant other

111. I've killed someone before

112. I have eaten squid before..and I've liked it.

113. I've been on cops once or twice

114. I hate men, and also women, I hate all human kind

115. I had a crush on my friend's bestfriend.

116. I think Hilary Duff is a bitch

117. I have gotten raped before.

118. Ive hit someone with a car before

119. I have been betrayed too many times to count

120. I have mad b-ball skillz. hahah

121. I'm afraid of fire

122. I've been called a fungus several times in my life.

123. I think people should finish eating before they speak.

124. Sometimes I pretend I don't care even though I do

125. Sometimes I smile and pretend nothing's wrong

  I'm in the middle of my Liza biography. Her life was some kind of exciting. I'm also reading Blonde , the novel, which is about Marilyn Monroe's life down to the last day. I love the part that talks about her marrying Joe DiMaggio. That would be somethin!!

     Today was relaxing,for what it was worth- I slept in til' about noon and then went to the library and got some things I needed.

 I saw Kait Shay downtown a few days ago.She looks the same, haahh and was with, i think it was her bf.

     Shan is going through some issues, so i think a night out with a few people is in the near future, which will be fun.

  We drove by the Yankee Diner to see if Juan was there so we could chew him out for not being there on Saturday, but he wasn't there this evening, because he works days, I believe.

  I'm not sure what's in store for tomorrow, but I'm going to try to register for acting classes with Kari sometime next month. From what I hear, the Notara's are really good and serious about the training. They try to teach you to cry as well, haha. That'll be interesting to try, but I think I can come up with something.

     There's so much I wanna write about, but I really can't say any of it, for certain reasons.

   Ciao!

  In case you don't recognize it, it's from The Sopranos. Speaking of the Sopranos- Michael Imperioli, who plays Christopher, teaches acting classes at his wife's studio she designed for that kind of artsy-fartsy stuff. Wouldn't that be a ball to take acting lessons from him?? I think it would be very cool.  He's a card!!

       I went to Jersey the other week. It was really pretty cold out. Very windy and nipply. :D I don't think I talked about it yet, so hang in there with me!!

 We went the long way( the bazillion toll booth way). And it took about 3 1/2 hours to get there, where we parked and went into Caesars palace. It was gorgeous, of course. Mostly tourists- older men and women and a few kids. Made some polite conversation with this older street vendor that was working a game booth  about the yankees, and i won a cute little frog. After hitting a few more casinos( I don't exactly LOOK the age) we went to the cold beach where i got some seashells. And almost lost a shoe!! But it was well worth it. All that was on the beach were a hundred seagulls, and me and it was just really relaxing. I've always loved the beach, but i am a Pisces afterall!!

      I'm gonna go print off posters.

   I miss Alabama.Truly. It's very southern, but it's not a bad thing. Every place has it's own unique quirk that makes it how it is. I miss Peebo and Julie. I haven't seen them since ... well, a long long time!! It'd be fun to see them again.

        Went to this somewhat swanky dive. Not too fancy; just nice. Italian. It was raining all day, but it felt good on the face. Tim noticed this guy that walked by us a few times on the same street; He was with his wife and kept "checkin me out". Some people will do anything in front of their spouse, including that!! Not sure whether to feel bad for the lady, because she saw it, or to feel flattered? Life's too short, I'll just take the flattery!!

    We walked around Willobrook for a while after we got back and it was very crowded!! I was trying to find an outfit for an upcoming event.

  Today was the first time I've ever been to the Tuscany Cafe( we've usually bypassed it for le Rondevouz) and it was very good. After they were done, they went outside, and these silly Chowdaheads came in, and even had the Gull to wear a Bosox hat!! :O:O   How dare they??!  Also, when they left the cook/guy at the register kept coming by and smiling at me and talking to me. He was a nice guy, but the wedding ring... well, who knows!

  Some important looking guy was hanging out the stage door to Billy Crystals show, and looked like he recognized me for some reason. I get that alot.

  I miss Nick :) Him and Chico!! I hope *crosses fingers* Corey gets into that Brooklyn college he was applying for. His favorite Author mentors there and he applied a while ago. Instead of Will & Grace they'd have to change it to Corey & Alicia,haha. It was the funniest thing. I keep seeing people I know/recognize, and right when the song by fleetwood mac comes on, i see brand. It was nothing less than funny.  

  Last week on Saturday I got attacked on Main st. by a mentally retarded man!! I was standing there watching the music( it was the art walk that week), and there were these drummers and singers and I was just standing there and this retarded man that was about 40 reached up and grabbed my hair really close to my scalp and started pulling as hard as he could, and he had a death grip on it too. So I started screaming hysterically and tried everything i could, but my Dad and Tim were there and they ran over and tried to pry his hands open- but he was in such a death grip that everytime they pulled one finger up and tried to get another, the other one would just snap down again!!

  As if that doesn't take the cake, the retarded man grabs ANOTHER handful of hair!! But that one wasn't quite close to the scalp. So I grabbed the space between his hand and my head and i fell forward on my knees and he let go and his councelor grabbed that arm. Then, the young drummer guy that was about 20 put down his drum and came over to help Tim, and they both pried his hands off my hair. It hurt sosososososo bad!! I've had my hair pulled before... but not like that!!

    After that I was hysterically crying. It was a bad experience.The fact that I was screaming for help, and there were about 50 people there and 1(the drummer) came to help me doesn't help my feelings toward this place, though it has quirks.

  So, after the incedent, the cops came and had to go arrest the man because his councelors left the scene and so he'd have a record of violence, which I'm positive he already has and shouldn't be allowed in public.When you're 40 freaking years old and have been in mental care all your life, they know what you're capable of. The cops were kinda young and were really nice gentlemen.

  I had really bad lumps on the back of my head from the swelling and it hurt to lay on them!! But everyone keeps telling me that they love how mentally strong I am, because after an incedent like that, some people would be somewhat messed up. But I don't want to be all sorry for myself and let something like that effect me. it'd be pointless!!

  As a matter of fact, I love how strong I am mentally, too!

And no one needs to know right now.

     Last night was the best time I've had at the Big A so far. *Knock on wood*. It was the funnest time I've ever had to date!!

       We got there at about 7:15-7:30 ish. We always sit at the bar. When we got there this nice lady and her 2 male friends were there and these 2 ladies who were sipping wine and eating steaks and bobbing there heads to the music. I think they know Bill and Jesse.

  About the time we got there, this bassist arrived and brought in his bass and set up and he ended up being Frank Sinatra's bassist as well as Frank jr. He complimented Dad, of course!!

  Mark the accordian player who's also the secretary treasurer, i think, of the pocono branch of the music guild. He's super hilarious! And he's real nice.

Today was fun!! It was Emily's Sweet 16.

   We met Emme and Emily at the gate and walked to her house a few streets over. It was pretty much a small group which made it funner, but no shan :\ I think her parents are showing the house all day today so she couldn't come, but I was with her when she bought Emily's present at the Jukebox.

    It was Emily,Me,Emme,Dustin,Nick and a girl named Brittany whom I never met before today.She's going out with Nick,and did go out with Dustin for a little bit.

 When we got to her house, we got a grande tour of the house and hung out in her bedroom for a little bit,went downstairs,grabbed some cokes and randomly decided to dress up and dance and take some awesome pictures, sooo we ran upstairs and grabbed Leis and a red sombrero type hat and put on some music from one of the tv stations on digital cable. We found an interesting mix including some spanish rap,haha. Got some great shots of Dustin and Nick dancing on Emily's digital cam.

   Then we watched some homemade music videos Emme and Emily made earlier and they were hilariously cheesy but hilarious!! :D

  Then Emily's mom went to get us pizza from Goombas and bought like...5 for 6 people,haha. I only wanted 1 piece, so i was fiddling with the crust and her adorable dog, Willy came by and i fed him some of it, and Nick happened to be laying on him stomache on the floor, so i put some on his rear and Willy was a good dog and ate it off of him,haha.We tried to get it on the crotch, but Nick kept catcing it and tossing it.

  Then we went outside again and watched Nick and Dustin sword fight with sticks and they got pretty into it, but it was fun.

 We were sitting on rocks and taking pictures and then it started to downpour on us even though it wasn't all that cloudy out so we all ran up to the deck and then went inside and sat at the table. Took more pictures,haha, and discussed the meaning of life, which one of the boys replied "Boobies" haha.

   Dustin and Emme tried to get a picture of me, but i had the handy pillow in hand!!

 Then we went into the other room to take some sexy pictures on the couch;)

  That was the best!! I sat on the end and Emme sat partially on me, and then I got crushed by both Dustin and Nick at different and at the same time,which was...painful!! lol

  Then emme got online on AIM to IM some guy they don't like too much who was away anyways, but Dustin got on and started sweet talking him in ghetto slang and said "My name is Shannon Burns" then Emily said that was kinda mean so he said "jk" haha. Then he changed it to Brittany Kanode. Haahh

  For the last part, we went outside again and it was nicer out than before. The others were playing with this ball they found, but Brittany and I decided not to participate, and we kinda talked about her and Nick and Dustin and how they sometimes act a little sped, but they're good guys. Then this guy on his bike who's about our age came by and emily said not to talk to him bc he's a really smart kid but he won't really talk bc he gets all nervous, and low and behold brittany starts talking to him and he said hi, but that was it.

  Then, we took some more pictures of Brittany and Nick and Emme came by and picked us all up into the air,haha. She's strong!! Dustin tickled us on our sides, and then randomly jumped on my back and i told him "I'm about to fall backwards ontop of you!" he said "okay!!"

 Nick,Brittany and part of Dustin

 "The lost soul of Nick"

  Ghetto

 Me pushing Nick on an abandoned toy car!!

Blurry Emily. It's still a cool picture.

 What am I looking at?! the falling corn  i think...

I'm feeling the aftermath from the party. My ribs are so sore from when Emme picked me up or when Dustin hopped on my back- or both!! haha, probably both.

  But anyways- Shan was in a car accident I think it was Friday. :\ Her friend was driving and they got hit by another car coming at them and her shoulder's really sore, so her dad's coming up to check on her and she'll probably go the hospital tomorrow to get it checked out to make sure it's alright.It probably is- just a case of whiplash or something.

  Then we're going to hang out after school tomorrow and go grab something at WaWas. Hopefully Em can come again.

  Today we went to Rockaway because Tim had an important meeting there with the HR people, and that went well, so the case should be settled soon. I'm not sure what the damages will be, but it shouldn't be too bad.

Last night was pretty exciting- there was a police chase right across the street with an abandoned building and 4 teenagers. Front row veiwing.Whew!!

  Friday I'll probably go see a movie with Lisa,Sami,Jess and Amber. I have to check to see if han can come too.That'll be fun- we just can't decide on what movie to see!!

 I'm going to go walk up the street.

  I had no earthly idea that Sarah brightman and Andrew lloyd webber are married. Wow. Well, they are both in the music ,and he's a great writer, so why not? I guess never try to pair people by what they look like!!

  Afterschool i was gonna hang out with shan, but her arm was all slinged up and hurting so she went home and i talked to Emme,Emily and Tiff for a while.Talked to Jess and Lisa and the other guy that liked Lisa.The drama!

    Saw Derek playing hackey sack yet again!! He kept looking at me, and when he got on his bus he looked at me some more like he recognized me.Of course, he should!! We were in a class together for half the year. People in the real world are funny to watch. It's interesting just observing them in their actions.

 Shannon's leaving in August to go to North Carolina.Talk about switching up!! She has never lived anywhere but here her whole life,poor thing.She'd be the first to agree with me. She's kind of nervous, which if it were my  first time moving and going to a new school in 17 years, I would be too, no doubt. Plus, it's her last year of HS. She's worried if there are hot guys in the south,haha. There are some pretty good looking people down there!! It's stereotyped alot though,but alot of the stereotypes fit perfectly. Just watch the country music chanel and see the pickups the boys drive. That's true. Alot of southerners are just naturally blonde.Alot are fake blondes,lol. I told her to watch Sweet Home Alabama and that's how alot of the people are. There are the die hard gossips and the boys that wear overalls, but it's still more modern than people think. And like the guy in sweet home Alabama said "Honey, just because I talk slow don't mean I'm stupid." It's true!!

  I have to throw her a going away party and invite everyone. Even Reese ;) she's hanging out with him tomorrow night. I swear that girl changes the boys she like nothin else I've seen!! Well, I can't really talk,now can I? aha

         I was going to go to the movies with Lisa,Brian,Jess,Amber and Kim, but I didn't. I feel kinda bad, but i really didn't feel like it. I went to the park instead to just relax. I saw this skater dude that looked JUST like Wayne from Wayne's world, but he had glasses. When he walked by I said "party on Wayne!!" haha. He laughed.

  Lately I really miss Peabo and Julie. It seems like forever, but it's only been like 7-8 years, which isn't too bad because memories pick up alot especially when you're older.

     Not too much happened today. Tim lost his keys so we went by Target and the Park.When we went tot he park the jr. High 9th graders are having their prom.Haha, I rememeber when that happened a few years ago.

  Anyways- Shan and Reese supposedly hung out today ... or is it tomorrow?

 We decided that today was the perfect wheather for going for a walk downtown- it was grey and warm and looked like it was going to rain any moment, and then it sprinkled- so we grabbed (1) umbrella  and headed out the back way.

 As we neared the school and the bridge, we decided to keep going and get to the pavillion by the skatepark at least. As we got closer it started to just downpour!! it was really fun. We ran until we got to the high school and at the pavillion there was about 50 skater kids under there,so we just sat down on the ledge by the school and it started to thunder and crap. Then about 4 skaters that looked my age ran over to the place where we were so they could skate on dry sidewalk.I recognized a few of them from school and one in particular that Kristen went out with for a while,Dan. I think he recognized me too bc he smiled a little. Then this Blonde dude and the others climbed the roof and looked down at me and said "hello!!" and told me they were looking for hackey sacks up there.haha, that's the place to look for them if any!!

Last night was certainly interesting!!

  We played a tag team match of shuffle board against a couple random boys about my age that go to school in the delaware valley, i think they said. I'm pretty sure that was it.

  One was a flugal horn player and I dont think his friend played anything. We won, of course!!

 I just have a great time whenever I'm there and around those people.Musicians are always more interesting than normal people. Artists are just more interesting than normal people.Always. I could never live a happy life being with someone that was so regular and ordinary- the whole "plain" life that so many people lead.There's nothing wrong with that- it's just nothing I could ever imagine.

  Or being a housewife type...no... It just has to be interesting.

 Now I have to agree with something I once heard- "The odds of running into a man are greater when you look like shit than when you look okay"...I've always thought about it, but I truly can relate to it tinight!! Tonight, on the way to the park and high school, crossed the street, and i wawa's was Neil. Now, I didn't exactly look like complete and utter shit or even really bad, but I wasn't really expecting that I'd run into someone I know. I was wearing my shorts and a CHS tee I've had for a little while, but a high school tee shirt isn't exactly what you'd like to be caught in in front of a ...hmm... well, a man that's older. It didn't last too long the first time he found out how old I was, expectedly.  But who cares??

 All these guys are walways playing music in the City. New York City. that life just seems great!! And exciting...the whole strategy that CJ had sounds good about now!! 

 Okay.So I got back a few days ago from Memphis/Tunica.I had a great time!! The first 2 nights we got there, we stayed at Fitzgeralds, which is a casino resort and it's shaped like a castle.It's real cute- it has little "leprachaun crossing" signs by the bridge. At night when it's lit up it looks gorgeous. We got there at about 5-ish on Sunday and brought all the luggage upstairs- we stayed on the very top floor and it faced the back, so if you looked outside the window you could see the Mississippi River.

   Tim called Johnathan and Anna and arranged for them to come by and pick him up so they could all talk and spend time together and get something to eat,since he hasn't seen them since around january. Sooo, they went downstairs to play some slots while he waited.

  I got ready to go downtown to BEALE!! my favorite street!!:D

 So, his kids picked him up and we went downtown. we were going to meet Nick and the mystery man of the hour... but we got there a little late and they weren't there yet, so we went to Alfred's to watch the last 15 minutes of the MJO(memphis jazz orchestra). Frank was there and my dad talked to him a little bit about Bill and Jess. There was a nice younger guy sitting next to him at the bar, and when Frank left, the guy offered me his seat. I didn't know guys still did that!! haha, it was nice. He talked to me briefly and asked if i liked big band music. Of course I do. So that was pretty fun.

  Then we left and walked to the PIG to meet Nick and John. John was a cutie. Nick's not so bad himself,if I do say so. he's real sweet. Beale was crowded for a sunday night.

   So, to make a long story a little shorter- we ate drank and were merry.

  On the way back up the street, a couple photographers were walking down the street and one of them looked at me intently like i looked familiar, or he recognized me, though I never saw him before in my life.It was funny how people thought I looked familiar to them .Mostly in Memphis.

    We got back to the hotel and Tim was up there ironing.He just got back from the hot tub. We all got changed again and headed down there. It's funny how many people you meet on the course of one trip. We met a kid about 18 from Florida. Some small town in Florida. He talked about how he loves to shoot things and once he shot himself and he doesn't watch the news much because he shot his tv out. And when he grows up he's gonna be a profesional animal trapper.haha, he reminded me of peebo and julie!!

 The next day we took Tim downtown since he never really ever went to Beale. not officially, at least. We went to Schwaabs. <3  And my favorite- Dyers!! My old regular places.

   I was seriously contemplating buying one of Scwaabs candle's or spells. They even had voodoo dolls for almost anything you could think of. It was great.

         The rest of the trip was back home. But we did stop in Nashville for a night and a day.

 Now, I <3 Nahsville. I haven't been to it too many times, but since I was little, I've been to it alot.  Especially when dad was doing session work for RCA.

  We stayed the night in some dive a little while away from downtown. It wasn't bad.

 The next morning we went downtown. now, the CMA fest( fan fair), was the next day, so it was PACKED. Tourists everywhere. Tourists are the best because you could tell them anything and they wouldn't blink once!! We walked up Broadway and went to Tootsies. Went to Earnest Tubs record shop and saw a real cute cowboy.

  All in all it was a great trip!!

 The Big A.  Went to there this week. At first there wasn't a large crowd- there was a drunk lady and a man and a family of 3. So, we played Shuffle board. Tim was talking to the lady and invited her to play and told her he'd show her how and all that stuff. I know he didn't mmean to sound like he was coming on to her- but he totally did!! I guess you would have had to be there to understand, but the way he said it. haha, so she came over and was flirting with him. "oohHH, you have the perfect touch..." haha. It kinda slipped over his head, but it was funny to watch.

  Anyways- we won the game, her and I.

   By the time that game was finished,after 2 rounds and a tie breaker, there was plenty of people to go around.

   This kid got up there and sang a rockin' Stones song.haha

   At the end( well, when we decided to leave), we went to say goodbye to Neal/Neil and he held my hang again for a ridiculously long time, while trying to remember my name. I almost forgot to say bye to Jesse.But I remebered and did!!

 I got those pictures on that camera developed last night. They turned out real good!!  Some of the pictures were from when we were moving up here and went through so many states and I saw some really good sites that made for good pics. Like the castle in Kentucky and a few of the forrest.

  Talked to Lisa and Kari today. Lisa almost screamed when I told her I was moving,ahah. Kari sounded like she just woke up,which she probably did!! Also, Karli's on myspace!! :D I talked to her a little bit at the Karaoke thing at the high school. She's probably one of the best singers in the school.

  We're not going to be here for this weeks "episode" at the Big A, unfortunately. I'm going to miss it terribly.  It sounds funny, but I miss everyone's face already. Last week, the boy who sang the Stones' song, well, his mom got up when they left and gave Neil/Neal a hug, so I'm wondering how they know eachother. She was there with her husband, so it's not that...unless they had a hot fling no one knows about.That would actually be exciting.

 I (sorta) met a new kid that came there a few times already. His name's  Dan and he also plays the drums. Tons of Drummer boys  always come and sit in. He's quite a cutie!! Everyone said he kept looking at me, but he was also sitting next to me, so you can't really help but look at who you're sitting by!! But I'll take their word for it.

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time now: 6:44

First name: Alicia
Middle name:Katerina
Siblings:None
Birthday: March 15
Zodiac sign: Pisces
if you could be any kitchen appliance what would you be: Hmm..what kinda question is this again? umm...microwave?

*FAVS*
band(s): The strokes,Rooney,Joan Jett and the blackhearts,Blondie

food: Pizza!!
subject in school(lunch does not count!):English
actor:Johnny Depp/Matthew McCaughnehey
actress: Kate Hudson/Kate Winslet/Angelina Jolie
singer: hmm...Blondie(Deborah Harry)
color: emerald green

*Have you ever?*
had someone close to you die, who:an animal- yes
smoked:no

did drugs:no
drank alcohol:yes!! Captain Morgan!!

met someone famous: yes,lots- The Hives,a senator,a president,a vice president,a vice prsidents wife(they asked to take pictures with me and to pose with me- for pictures,that is!!), a nominee and wife, the senator from Tennessee-Harold Ford jr.,and scarily enough- David Guest as well as many more artists. Oh- the best piano player in the world( won the contest in France- came in 2nd though but only behind a frenchman),the best drummer ,frank sinatras bass player, the guy from that band...
loved someone so much it made you cry:love and feelings should be felt- but CONTROLLED!!
met the person who sent this to you: yes

*If you were stuck on an island*
what one person would you bring with you: Dierks Bentley!!
What one thing would you bring with you: a radio!!
What 5 cds would you bring: almost famous soundtrack,phantom soundtrack,the strokes is this it,rooney,and i have no idea!!
time now: 6:53

    The last few weeks were very interesting and , well- hot!! Literally. This humidity is giving memphis a run for it's money. I swear.

    So, on the 3rd we went to Kim's house. There was a big BBQ thing that so many people were invited to so we went with Kim and Anne to help set it all up before the people started coming. I met this boy that was pretty nice and his little terror of a brother who was about 7 years old and had a fettish for shooting fireworks at people(!!). And a couple families that I never met before that were pretty nice. After that we went up the road to the land fields and did a couple hours worth of fireworks and such. They were beautiful.

    We spent the 4th-6th on the road and got into NYC in the early afternoon. I love Brooklyn. We actually live in the same town that Jorge and his family used to live and are from,other than puerto rico. Right up our street are some cool looking buildings and on 3rd Avenue are streets and streets of nothing but stores. And a few streets up there are brand department stores and a <3 Century 21. Love that store. I've already met the people downstairs and they're real nice and they have some kids, but they're like 13 and under.

   Tim started at Macy*s last week and has a really cute intern under one of his workers. Already met him- but it is kinda a long story!!

Today was so hot in the city!! First we went into the city with Tim and when he left we were going to go by Broadway Dance to get my pic taken at the Kiosk, but I didn't really feel like going that far today. So, instead we walked to Chelsea and the Village and a few parts I haven't quite been to,yet.

    Then we went to the Chelsea Market,which was awesome.(and air conditioned). There were so many awesome shops, and we grabbed a rootbeer from this cool little restraunt and left.

  Then we went and had lunch with Tim at this place across the street from Macy*s, and this cute younger guy came in and went to the bathroom, and when he came out, his fly was down.I felt so embarrassed for him!!

    Not much else happened, besides the subway ride home,which was fun bc this cute guy sat next to me...and i thought i saw Osafo- TWICE!! weird.

 Anyways, more later.

 XOXO

Bold all that apply:
I have secrets I've never told anyone before
I've eaten raw eggs
I've eaten a lemon
I believe in angels
The color yellow is the best color
Sporks are the most pointless things in the world

I have been to Tokyo
I have been to New York City
I have been to a circus
I have fallen out of a tree
I can be insanely jealous
Haunted Houses scare me
It is hard for me to earn someone's trust
I like Harry Potter... Um like lets talk more LOVE
I like Lord of the Rings
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show... and I love it!
I've eaten a pineapple
I've kissed someone
I only know who Van Gogh is because he cut off his ear
I only listen to classical music
I've gone horseback riding
Techno and Disco suck
I've never been out of my hometown
I've been out of my homestate
I've been out of the country
I like George W Bush (at least a little)
Justin Timberlake is sexy
Johnny Depp is sexy
I've seen a show on Broadway
I've been to a rock concert
I've been in a mosh pit
Emo is cool
I like rap
I don't play sports
I've seen over 50 indie movies
I like watching foreign films
I've eaten garden grown vegetables
I know someone in the armed forces
All of my grandparents are still alive(knock on wood)
At least one of my great grandparents is still alive
My favorite holiday is Halloween
Sometimes I read too much into certain things
There are some people I hate
I have been in love(Or at least LUST)
I like puppets
I can play piano
I was ruler of the kickball field
I miss childhood
Tennis is the coolest sport ever
I can't drive yet
Orlando Bloom is hot
I am engaged to be married
I am happy right now
There is more than 100 people on my buddy list
There is more than 200 people on my buddy list
I've eaten charcoal
I've done something stupid and been teased about it later
There are things I've done I regret
I think gays should be treated equally
I don't listen to the radio
I have younger siblings
I have eaten corn on the cob
I like coffee
I have talked to plants
I think I may be insane
I can see ghosts(once)
I believe in ghosts
"The Ring" was a scary movie
I would forsake my entire life for a chance at fame
I like MTV
I love red roses (And white ones, and those little pink ones.)

. 1.(x) Napoleon Dynamite
2. () Saw
3. ()White Noise
4. (x)White Oleander
5. ()Anger Management
6. ()50 First Dates
7. ( ) Jason X
8. (x)Scream
9. ( X)Scream 2
10. (X)Scream 3
11. ( X)Scary Movie
12. ( )Scary Movie 2
13. (x)Scary Movie 3
14. ()American Pie
15. ()American Pie 2
16. ()American Wedding
17. (x)Harry Potter
18. (X)Harry Potter 2
19. ()Harry Potter 3
20. ( )Resident Evil I
21. ( )Resident Evil 2
22. (x)The Wedding Singer
23. () Little Black Book
24. ()The Village
25. ( )Donnie Darko
26. ()Lilo & Stitch
27. (x)Finding Nemo
26. ()Finding Neverland
29. ()13 Ghosts
30. ( X)Signs
31. (x)The Grinch
32. (Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new version)
33. ()White Chicks
34. ()Butterfly Effect
35. ()Thirteen going on 30
36. ( )I, Robot
37. ()Dodgeball
38. ( )Universal Soldier
39. ( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. ( ) Along Came A Spider
41. ( ) Deep impact
42. ( ) KingPin
43. (x) Never Been Kissed
44. (x) Meet The Parents
45. (x) Meet The Fockers
46. ( ) Eight Crazy Nights
47. () A Cinderella Story
48. ( ) The Terminal
49. (x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. () Passport to Paris
51. (X) Dumb & Dumber
52. (X ) Dumb & Dumberer
53. () Final Destination
54. () Final Destination 2
55. (x) Halloween
56. (x) The Ring
57. () The Ring 2
58. () Harold & Kumar go to Whitecastle
59. (X) Practical Magic
60. (X) Chicago
61. (x) Ghost Ship
62. () From Hell
63. ( ) Hellboy
64. () Secret Window
65. (X) I Am Sam
66. (X ) The Whole Nine Yards
67. ( ) The Whole Ten Yards
68. () The Day After Tomorrow
69. () Child's Play
70. () Bride of Chucky
71. (x) Ten Things I Hate About You
72. (x) Just Married
73. () Gothika
74. (x) A Nightmare on Elm Street
75. (x) Sixteen Candles
76. () Bad Boys
77. ( ) Bad Boys 2
78. ( ) Joy Ride
79. ( ) Seven
80. () Oceans Eleven
81. () Oceans Twelve
82. ( ) Identity
83. ( Lone Star state of mind
84. (X ) Bedazzled
85. ( ) Predator I
86. ( ) Predator II
87. (x) Independence Day
88. ( ) Cujo
89. ( X) A Bronx Tale
90. () Darkness Falls
91. ( ) Christine
92. () SLC Punk
93. () Children of the Corn
94. () My boss' daughter
95. (x) Maid in Manhattan
96. ( ) Frailty
97. ( ) Best bet
98. (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99. (x) She's All That
100. () Calendar Girls
101. () Sideways
102. ( X) Mars Attacks
103. ( ) Event Horizon
104. (x) Ever after
105. (x) Forrest Gump
106. ( ) Big Trouble in Little China
107. () X-men 1
108. () X-men 2
109. () Jeepers Creepers
110. () Jeepers Creepers 2
111. (x) Catch Me If You Can
112. (x) The Others
113. () Freaky Friday
114. ( ) Reign of Fire
115. () Cruel Intentions
116. ( ) PI
117. (x) Swimfan
118. (X) Miracle
119. () Old School
120. () Ray
121. () The Notebook
122. ( ) K-Pax
123. (x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. ()Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. () Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. (x) Walk to Remember
127. () Boogeyman
128. () Hitch
129. ( ) Back Door Sluts 9
130. ( ) South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131. ( ) the Fifth Element
132. (x) Star wars episode I
133. () Star wars episode II
134. () Star wars episode IV
135. () Star wars episode V
136. () Star wars episode VI
137. (X ) Troop Beverly Hills
138. ( ) Swimming with Sharks
139. ( ) Trainspotting
140. ( ) People under the stairs
141. ( ) Blue Velvet
142. (x) Sound of music
143. (x) Parent Trap
144. ( ) The Burbs
145. () Star Wars III
146. (x) Meet Joe Black
147. ( ) Wild girls
148. ( ) A Clockwork Orange
149. ( ) The Order
150. (x) Spiderman
151. () Spiderman 2
152. (x) Amelie
153. (x) Mean Girls
154. (x) Shrek
155. (x) Shrek 2
156. () The Incredibles
157. () Collateral
158. (x) The Fast & The Furious
159. () 2 Fast 2 Furious
160. ( ) Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. ( ) Closer
162. (x) The Sixth Sense
163. ( ) Artificial intelligence
164. (x) Love actually
165. ( ) Shutter
166. () Ella Enchanted
167. (x) Princess diaries 1
168. () Princess diaries 2
169. ( ) Constantine
170. () Million Dollar Baby
171. ( ) Life of David Gale
172. () 25th hour
173. ( ) Vanilla Sky
174. ( X) Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
175. (X ) Boogie Nights
176. (x) Braveheart
177. ( ) The Anarchist Cook Book
178. ( ) My House In Umbria
179. (X ) Double Jeopardy
180. () Monsters, Inc
181. ( ) Kill Bill Vol. 1
182. ( ) Kill Bill Vol. 2
183. () Eight Legged Freaks
184. ( ) The Exorcist I
185. ( ) The Exorcist II
186. ( ) The Exorcist III
187. (x) Titanic
188. ( ) Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
189. ( ) Underworld
190. (x) Cast Away
192. ( ) Waterworld
193. (x) Wizard Of Oz
194. ( ) Super Troopers
195. (x) The Breakfast Club
196. (x) Robin Hood: Men in Tights
197. () Billy Madison
198. (X) Philadelphia
199. (x) Pirates of the Carribbean
200. (x) Edward Scissorhands


Top seven things in your room:
1.  Concert Posters
2.  Cds/movies
3.  That huge shelf thing debbie gave me
4.   My Travel Journal 
5.    Clothes
6.   Pics from all over
7.    My purses


Seven Things You Can't Live Without:
1. My cds
2. . Theatre
3  friends

4   Salad

5    My almost famous dvd

6    my favorite boots

7    le family

Seven things you want to do before you die:
1.  Travel to other countries I've never been to
2.   Go to Charlie Chaplin's studios in Cali
3. . Live in Paris or Italy for 1 year
4. . Have a live painting done of me
5. . Go to a ball-like party
6.    Be in a Broadway show
7.    Have one of the Strokes fall madly in love with me!!

Seven other things:
Do You:
Smoke? . Nope
Do drugs?  Nah
Read the newspaper?  Only if it's talking about the Yanks;)
Pray?  Yes
Have a Job?  No
Attend Church?  not really
Wish on stars?  Always!!

Have you ever:
Gone skinny dipping? .Yes
Had surgery? . yes
Swam in the dark? yeah

Been to a Bonfire?  of course
Ran away from home? . no
Played strip poker? . no, but that'd be fun
Pulled an all nighter?  haahh- yes

Seven things in the last 24 hours:
Have you...
Cried?  no
Sang?  yes
Been kissed?  yes
Felt stupid?  hhaha, yes!!
Talked to an ex? . Nope
Missed someone?  yeah
Hugged someone? yep

  Today was weird. I was having a slight conversation with Osafo, and 

I saw that Scott was online, and I had this weird thing about whether his real name is Scott, or what he put on his website. So I asked Osafo to IM him for me and find out which it was, and he told me to do it, and good thing, because I had an hour long conversation with him. scott ,that is.

      and it was cool.

XOXO

  Shannon is gone!! :\ She's in North Carolina now-permanently, at least, until she visits the school and LO.  Man I'm gonna miss her, and I know everyone on the guard will.Except for maybe Mon and Lisa,haha. But Shan was definetly a party. I think on the LJ she said she just got there a day ago, or so, but she really doesn't like it too much. She said there wasn't much to do in the town, which is the case in alot of those little towns. Oh well!!

  But those London bombings are getting creepy. Last week the police had a bomb scare on one of those sucker tourist buses and they had 5 guys on the ground in handcuffs and everything.Weird.

 So yesterday we had been thinking about going to LI... like fire island or Hampton beach or something, but instead we went to Coney Island. It was awesome, but the beach was kinda polluted with glass and stuff. But it was beautiful!! Thousands of multi-colored umbrellas and people having a great time.

  The boardwalk was very cool. The famous Nathan's was there and there was karaoke under a gazeabo(sp).

  Saw the premiere of the new Showtime series Weeds last night. It was hilarious!! I loved how it made absolute fun out of Suberbia America. Generic. But it was good and it'll have to do.

   I wanna see that show Beautiful People. I saw them filming it in Manhatten by the port authority when we had lunch there a couple weeks ago. It's about this family that moves into NYC for the first time and it's kinda like what's happening now!! Kinda exciting!!

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

um, that Marc Cohn that wrote walking in memphis got shot in the head!! Yikes.

 Apparently not the Mark Cohn from the Big A that stopped coming after he was caught stoned out on pot.

   It's been looking like rain here for the last 2 months, but nope- noo rain. Non.

  Osafo wants to hang out tomorrow, but hey- I'm in Brooklyn. I couldn't even get to Shan's party yesterday and hang out with them, so that;s not happening any time soon. But Kari is supposed to come on up for a  day and that'll rock.

  I can/can't believe I'm here. It's a real exciting feeling.

 I <3 Tim Burton.

   For some reason, whenever it's kinda cloudy and windy outside- just the combonation reminds me of Alabama. Wherever I am, and especially when I'm traveling , it's just there in me to be reminded of it. But there;s all kinds of quirky memories that make us who we are!

  I still love and miss things about the south. I mean, I'm here in New York City, with these clean-cut or funny hipsters from the village  guys everywhere- but I must admit - I still love those guys down there like the wrestlers. I'd never marry one, but they're just so much more interesting than most people to watch.

  Went to Manhatten today to have lunch with Tim.:D

  Afterward, we went to Theater Circle and there were too many tourists. soo, we went by some theaters, because it was so shaded by them, especially the one that houses Spamalot.There were cool limmos out there.

   Then, I saw something i wasn't sure i actually saw...I saw people dressed like Willy Wonka and an oompa-loompa riding a 6 seater bike. WOWWW. At least i got a pic of it!!

  Went to Manhatten today to have lunch with Tim.:D

  Afterward, we went to Theater Circle and there were too many tourists. soo, we went by some theaters, because it was so shaded by them, especially the one that houses Spamalot.There were cool limmos out there.

   Then, I saw something i wasn't sure i actually saw...I saw people dressed like Willy Wonka and an oompa-loompa riding a 6 seater bike. WOWWW. At least i got a pic of it!!

--Your Life--
they call me: Alicia
orientation: Straight
my first breath of air: March 15, 1988

occupation: I don't have a job?
nationality: ok, French,German,Japanese,Canadian, Filipino,Irish
best friends: I have tons of best friends,most of my friends are close, so, Lisa Pengilly,Kari North,Shannon,Shann,Shane,and Joshh

--Fast forward--
future residence: ahh, a lovely Italian house. think Under the Tuscan sun.A dark 20s flat in Paris
wedding: VIVA LAS VEGAS!! Although lately, walking around Macys and all, a European wedding would be pretty.Depends on who I marry!!
children: Children ain't so hot.haha, but, according to the lovely palm reader- 3 bpys are coming my way.
looking forward to: Excitement!! the excitement of everything.
NOT looking forward to: School? or maybe I am. I dont really know. Oh, I know- the 90 degree summer we've been having.:(

--Currently--
feeling: fine
Listening: the TV
Talking to: randy;)
doing: this survey
craving: to see Nat Kerr live and in person.
thinking of: Nat Kerr!! Live. And that guy on the subway.
hating: I don't hate anyone.
 
--Love--
first love: Dwight
love or lust?: Love/ Lust. The right mix 
best love song:  Alone we stand together we fall apart
is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time?:  Of course!!
when love hurts, you:  when love hurts it's the most powerful kind of love.Whatever triggers the pain...friends,boys,anyone, when you hurt for something, that means the love is true.

--Male/Female--
turn ons: Necks, sexy ones, those hats  that guys wear that look like russian army hats, German people, accents,guys that aren't snobby, laid back people.
turn offs: Snobs.People with the notion that they are too good to talk to someone or too good for someone else in any way,shape,or form,and people who think the world revolves around them and when one thing goes wrong, they wine and complain. People who don't like people for no reason at all.People, who when they're mad, listen to only one side of the story. People who think they know things and arent informed.THOSE people listed need to remove the stick out of their asses and then GET OVER THEMSELVES.
what kinda hair style?: Long hair looks sexy in some ways on some people, but really, it differs with the person.
where do you go to meet new people?: Umm, I dont go out for the sole purpose of that.
are you the type of person to holler and ask for numbers? hah, no

--picky picky--
dog or cat: Both are too cute at times.

short or long hair: longish
innie or outtie: innie
sunshine or rain:  Sunshine on cold days and rain on really cool days
moon or sun: moon
basketball or football: football!! GO TIGERS!!
righty or lefty: righty
hugs or kisses: hugs and kisses ;)
1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 10 best friends
bf/gf or best friend: there's room for both. You just gotta know how to do a little thing called Balance.
tv or radio: radio <333 
starbucks or jamba juice: STARBUCKS
mcdonalds or burger king: neither
summer or winter: Fall
written letters or e-mails: written letters
playstation or nintendo: nintendo rox
disney or nickelodeon: nickelodeon
car or motorcycle: to drive=car, to ride on with a cute guy=motorcycle 
house party or club? both.
yahoo messenger or aim? aim
google or ask jeeves? google.

--Miscellaneous--
can you swim? yess<3
whats your most embarrassing moment? i dont remember it- i told it to tim the other day...
whats under your bed? nothing that i know of...
do you like tomatoes? Not by themselves, but on burgers and sandwhiches.
what kinda roof is over your head? A cool flat roof you can stand on.
how many TVs in the house? 3?
how many phones?: 2
how many DVDs do you have? bunches
last dentist visit: sometime in the last months
last doctor visit: ushgfjsk
last phone call? Shane called me!! :D

--YOUR LOOKS--
Hair color? Dark brown with reddish hues
Eye color? Dark Green all the way
Do u wear contacts or glasses? nope
Do you have any piercing? one set - ears
Do you wear any rings/jewelry? all the time. I love,love , lovvee earings
Do you have a certain fashion you follow? yes- Mine!!

--JUST LATELY--
How are you today? terrif.
What pants are you wearing right now? blue shorts
What shirt are you wearing right now? pink tee shirt with cats on it.:D

What does your hair look like at the moment? it's in a claw thing.
What song are u listening to right now? The tv is on...Larry King Live!!
How is the weather right now? Hot. Earlier it was terrifically breezy, but still too muggy.
Last person you talked to on the phone? Family, and Shane.
What time is it? 12:04

--UNIQUE--
Nervous Habits? Picking at myseld and rubbing my arm.
Are you double jointed? ew, no.
Can you roll your tongue?of course!! 
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Yep, mostly the left one though.
Can you blow spit bubbles? haha, yes!
Can you cross your eyes? yep
Tattoos? nope
Piercings and where? yes, ears.
Do you make your bed daily? hahhaha

--CLOTHES--
Which shoe goes on first? right.
what kind of shoes are you wearing? Non!!

What jewelry do you wear? I wear Earings almost all the time- long dangly ones are the best.Then, there's neckalces and occasionally rings.
Favorite piece of clothing? My Hermes shirt<3

--FOOD--
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl it
Have you ever eaten SPAM? i've tried it...ew.
Favorite ice cream flavor? peanut Butter
How many cereals in your cabinet? 6?
What's your favorite beverage? water/sweet tea/lemmon aide.
What's your favorite restaurant? The food place that has those sandwhices
Do you cook? Never!!

--GROOMING--
How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day.

--MANNERS--
Do you swear? ag, yes. Too much.
Do you ever spit? if i have to!! 

--WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE--
Animal? Seagull
Food? Pizza
Month? October
Day? Friday
Cartoon? umm, the simpsons
Shoe Brand? don't care!!
Subject in school? English / french
Color? emerald green
Sport? tennis
TV show? Beautiful people
Thing to do in the spring? take pictures of flowers
Thing to do in the summer? get cool!!
Thing to do in the autumn? go for walks oiutside
Thing to do in the winter? go out in the snow

--IN AND AROUND--
The CD player? almost famous
Person you talk most on the phone with? Lisa

Ever taken a cab? yepp

Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? haha, yes
What color is your bedroom? white
Do you use an alarm clock? noooooooooooo
Window seat or aisle? Window seat

--LA LA LAND--
What's your sleeping position? on my back/ tummy/right side
Do you snore? no
Do you sleepwalk? nopee
Do you talk in your sleep? haha, yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? not really
How about with the light on? nope!!
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? not now, but i did- the tv

 Poor New Orleans :(  I can't believe that the Hurricane had to hit there.This really really sucks. I've been watching the coverage of it pretty much all morning and since then, things have "calmed down" I guess you can say. But that city is so great and so so old, that it really isn't fair at all. Last time something like this happened,  caskets were actually floating down the streets and shit. And my Dad's grandma and her 1st husband as well as 2nd are burried there.

    I always wanted to visit there again, but they say after this, the whole clean up thing is gonna be nasty. The sewage might be mixed and all kinds of terrible things like that.

Well, last week sure was long!! I went on another casting call last week for the movie "The Devil Wears Prada" Which is gonna star meryl Streep and I think Anne Hathaway.  It was at the exact same place that the other audition was at so it wasn't hard to find. The same Brooke-Shields-at-15-look alike was at this casting call too!!  So were lots of European people, but the call also called for some of them, especially french ones, so, they came. I enjoyed this casting call alot more, they talked to everyone alot more than the last one. But I prefered the way both were handled compared to that hellish one that was for 'Fur'. I think all of NYC and NJ showed up for that one!! At least the Non-Sag line looked like it. But i found a comfortable spot next to 2 beautiful french people, and as we filled out the papers, they needed help with it, soo i helped them.

   The casting directors actually spoke and explained it in detail, which was cool.:)                             she explained how she was the Casting director for Sex and the City, and that this movie was one step up from that,clothing and style wise, and we'll have to supply our own clothes.

 Saturday was awesome, but gruelling!! I checked my voicemail and there was a message from someone from the Casting Agency for the movie I auditioned for a few weeks ago, which I barely made, thanks to the good graces of Mr. Tim Bryant!! :)

  Well, this movie is A Beatles Musical, and it Stars Evan Rachel Wood(the girl from thirteen),and some other people.

   In the message he said he was calling to check my availability to be in the movie!!I had tried to get ahold of him all weekend, but he's been out, but this morning I called his office and someone picked up. I told him that Robert left a message on my cell phone to check my availability for the upcoming untitled Julie Taymor beatles musical ... so he put me on hold and pulled my file and we talked for a little bit and they want me!! :D I have to go in for a wardrobe fitting tomorrow and he'll call me closer to the shoot dates. Soo, i'm gonna be in a movie.

1.Your name: Alicia

2. Do you feel like your name fits you? not in particular, but I don't hate my name at all, I like it:)

3. Do you have an alter ego? haha, not literally?

4. Where were you born? Clarksville,TN

5. Where do you live? Brooklyn, NY

6. Do you like to travel? Traveling is practically all  I ever do.

7. What is your birthday? March 15, 1988

8. Do you have siblings? Nope!!

9. Do you have pets? yes, 1 cat, Bullwinkle

10. Which was the happiest year of your life? I can't choose?

11. How old do you wish you were?  I like my age right now, but I wouldnt mind being 16 again or 21.

12. A movie is being made about your life, who would play you? that's hard...how about Angelina Jolie or drew Barrymore.

13. Who would you cast to play your significant other?  Either Brad Renfro or Andrei Reiu :) or Chris Heinz or John Gotti jr.

14. What would you like to be famous for? A few things- I want to be an Actress and someday maybe President!!

15. Is it better to be famous or infamous?  I'd have to say famous, but it depends on the time...both are good at contrasting times.

16. You’re going to die a natural death. What is the cause? OLD age :D

17. You’re going to die a sudden tragic death. What is the cause?  Think R&J and i drink poison, but only after i find romeo killed himself :(

18. How long do you plan on living? until...i dunno?

19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? The symphony song

20. Sing any commercial jingle:  What will you find todaayy?

21. What is your favorite element? water.

22. Sunrise or sunset? sunset

23. Introvert or extrovert? extrovert/introvert...a little bit of both.

24. Creation or evolution? Both.

25.Action or reaction? Action!!;)

26. Unity or individuality? individuality

27. Hugs or drugs? Hugs

28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? animal

29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? Crreamcicle ;) :P

30. Fight or flight? flight

31. Who is your favorite historical figure? Einstein or Edison.

32. Which historical figure could we have done without? Hitler? right,scott?? hahah

33. What happened in the last dream you remember? umm, i was trying on evening gowns with some other people.

34. Do nice guys really finish last? how nice?

35. What are your favorite boys’ names? Julian and Andre`

36. What are your favorite girls’ names? Isabelle, Samantha and Catalina

37. Open or closed? opened

38. White bread or wheat bread? wheat

39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? definetly not.

40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What do you get? a plastic ring :D

41.What do you want to be when you grow up? An Actress

42. What were your favorite childhood toys? Light Bright!!!!!!!!!<33333

43. What was your first pet? A cat- jason mudd and dog- matilda

44. What annoys you? people who think the freakin world revolves around them.

45. What is your favorite action caption from the old Batman TV show? POW!!

46. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? A one...A two...A Three!!

47. The glass... half empty or half full? half full

48. Tightie whities? BOXERS. Sometimes boxer briefs

49. Mc Donald’s Happy Meals?  Yess

50. Reality shows? naah, i like some, but def not all. 70's house

51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? bears

52.Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? Sky dive

53. Paper or plastic? Plastic- it doesn't use trees and you can recycle, but paper goes back to the earth.

54. What position do you sleep in?  On my right side.

55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? mid-right side

56. Sweet or sour?  Sweet ;)

57. What was your favorite after school special?   hmm, no clue.

58.What is your favorite word? yes!! damn

59. Beach or mountains?  beach:D

60. Mounds or almond joy? almond joy

61. Do YOU feel like a nut? uh, yeeahh

62. To give or to receive? a little of both

63. Chocolate or caramel? chocolate

64. Do you have any nicknames? Ak,aleece

65. What does your name mean?  it comes from Germany, and i don't know.

66. Have you ever fainted? noo

67. Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? sure

68.What was the last thing you ate? pizzaa

69.Do you have any bad habits? yepp

70. What was your most happy memory? i can't pick just one!!

71. What was your most unhappy memory? Any arguments.

72. If you could visit any time period, what would it be?  1920-Hollywood.

73. What would Jesus do? lol?

74. Make up a word and define it: okay.. ummm

75.Favorite Kool-Aid flavor? Proabably cherry!!

76. Favorite pick-up line? "Do you wash you pants with windex, cuz i can see myself in them" or "Are you from Tennessee? cus you're the only ten I see!!"

77. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll?  I guess we'll find out someday!!

78. What did you like to make believe as a child?  I was a singer,ahaha

79. Did you have an imaginary friend? nooo

80. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? probably an antebellam Mansion. 

81. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to make a word: lake avid

 Today was the wardrobe fitting. It was really exciting!! It happened to be in the exact same building as the casting call for 'Fur'- in an old warehouse building. The whole floors are really huge, though.

   When I finally got up there, there was a table right when you walk off the elevator , where this nice lady had me fill out an Extra Voucher.

  The whole floor was covered in racks and racks of clothes from the 1960's- men's clothes, women's clothes, special clothes like Hippie pants and Hippie military pants.Then there were petticoats and slips and shoes.EVERYWHERE.It was amazing. And really cute prom dresses.

      Anyways,so i went into the dressing room thing they had set up behind curtains, and this other lady came in and went to get my Name Tags. They both left about then, one to go pick out some clothes they wanted me to try on.

  when the older lady came back she had loads of  clothes for me to try on in different combonations. Well, the skirt they had me try on from the 60s was really pretty!! It was purple knee length with pleats, and the top was a grey sweater type with a little sailor tie detail.They really liked that outfit on me, so it was time to try on the coats!! the grey one was huge on me, but the greenish one really worked and they loved how 'fun' it was. Which it really was!! Then they brought in about 5 or 6 pairs of shoes. they were really cute and kinda dressy, too!! That made me glad, because when I first came in , I saw this girl with saddle shoes on, which are pretty cute, but I like the dressy ones better. We settlesd on some pinty toed black flats.Without socks and with stockings.

So they settled on that outfit, and I had to get my outfit pictures done,and it was time to get fitted for my Prom dress<3.

  So, they brought in 2- a lilac strapless one and a cute pink one with rope straps and little roses on it. Guess what. all the girls get to wear a strapless bra cup-thing, and a corset!! Or as they like to call them "miracle waists''? but it's awesome, and you really feel like you're in the 60's!!  well, they loved the pink one, and se=he brought in some silver pump that are dyables, which they're going to die pink, so it's going to look ccuuutte!! Eventually they're going to get me a corsage and gloves and it'll look really together.

 practically ALL of my family is from New Orleans. i mean, it goes back generations and generations, back before louisiana was even a state. And most of my family on my Dad's side- his grandmother and such- are burried there in those old cemetaries.

  it's been 4 days and help is JUST NOW getting there?! That's such bullshit. It should never have taken this long for help to get there. It's too late. Babies are dying in their parents arms and they survived the initial storm,even. They're dying from starvation and dehydration, as well as tons of other people throughout those states!! It never should have taken this goddamn long for the pres. to finally get his stuff  together. The government should have been there days ago-while alot of the survivors were still alive.

 Soo, the hurricane news is devestating...but, we know where basically everyone is, and they're okay, so that's so great. We had thought Missy and Bobby stayed behind, but Missy came with to Dallas and Bobby and his family are in Dallas.

  Cheryl said that Dana is singing alot and writing her own music and playing at cofee houses around Phili :D I love, love, love that.  It's been forever since I've seen Dana , but she's really close to my age, she's only a few months older than me, sooo. But, we heard that she is planning on going to The University of the Arts ,which was the college I was thinking about going to, but I changed my mind quite a while ago, but that's still very cool. I had no idea Dana had such an interest in the Arts!! I guess it's generational with some families.

          Forrest Gump is the best!!

    why do bad things always happen to the poor and helpless people.

~BASICS~
Your Name: alicia
What does your name mean? i forget...but it was something really good!hahaa
Your Birthday: March 15
How old are you? 17
Describe yourself in 5 words. sweet,smart,loyal,awesome,funny
What are your worst qualities: sometimes Ii over react
What are your best qualities: I'm a good listener
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? about 2 hours

~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? Yes
Do you remember your dreams? partly
Describe one: I was trying on gowns with other people...
What time do you go to bed usually? on average: 2am
What time do you wake up normally? 10 ish-12 ish
What time do you wake on weekends? weekends and weekdays kinda blend in together!!
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? It's practically all I know!!
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 1

~SCHOOL~
Do you like school? School was okay...all my friends were fun:D
Why/why not? The work sucks, but the friends are cool and the other stuff.
Whats your favorite subject? English
Most hated subject? MATH ...ew
Do you have a fav teacher? Nope, but wesner was and so was Lee
Ever had a crush on a teacher? haha, yes!!
Are you a math/science person or an english/drama person? english/drama:D

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? Yep!! :D
Do you have a best friend? Umm, I would say I have a couple really close friends and lots of just kinda close friends.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? They're about the same
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? sometimes, not too often.
Have you ever lied to a friend? Yess.It happens.
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? No, not stolen

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? I love them.
Ever run away from home? I've left before, but always came back.
Ever thought about it? ha yes

Do you have any siblings? Nope!!

If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? Don't have any.

How old are they? -

Do you feel your parents spoil you? haha, yes. But I'm not a spoiled, better than thou, brat.and i hate girls that act like they are:D
Do you not get along with any of your family? Yes, my Mom's brother- my uncle. i don't talk to him too much, but we don't exactly go hand in hand.But you can't change you're family!!
Do you have big family get togethers ever? haha, on ocassion...and they're very,very interesting!! :)

~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nah
Do you have a crush? Always
If so, are you in love? haha, noo
Do they know you like them? umm...which?
Is it serious or playful? def. not serious

How long have you liked them? I always have a crush
Ever done something stupid to impress them? probably done something I shouldn't have to get their attention, but oh well!!
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? no- haven't met anyone that deserved that.

~Religion~
Do you have a religion? yes
Do you practice it i.e go to church? not really
Do you believe in God? yes
Jesus? Yes
Satan? Yes
Heaven? Yes
Hell? Yes
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you?
Does death scare you?

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? hahaaa
Taken drugs? noooo
Stolen? accidnetally took socks when i was like 3
Shoplifted? no
Tried to commit suicide? noo...
Gotten into a fight? Yeah, several times and once I slapped my cousin.
Are you more innocent or guilty? I'm definetly innocent more than guilty :D
Are you racist? noo
Are you discriminatory to anyone? Nope.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? sure
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? I'm pretty open minded

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? No, i don't really watch tv- i watch certain things when i catch them.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? in the last 6 months not too many, but i used to go practically every week
Do you listne to the radio often? yes, and when i'm at home i put it on those music chanels
Do you read the newspaper? certain ones
Do you read magazines? all the time!!
Are you a couch potato? nahhh
Do you use the internet too much? haha, I try!! but my computer kicks me off sometimes!!

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? I'm pretty open to all music. Some of it gets on my nerves, but i mostly listen to rockish stuff.
Do you play an instrument? I can play some things on the keyboars

Do you sing? yes:D
Whats your fave band? Probably have to say the Strokes
Why? I loved their music before anything else
Have you met them before? hahahahaha- I saw 2/5 of them last week :D
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: Keith Urban,Almost Famous sountrack and Phantom of the Opera soundtrack as well as Green Day's single for American Idiot:P
Why did you buy them? i loved the music

~Sport~
Whats your fave sport?tennis
Whats your fave sport to watch? football,tennis,baseball
Do you have a fave team of any sort? yes- college football=Memphis,Baseball=yanks
Do you play a lot of sports? tennis/swim
Ever won anything for sport? yes

~Perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? a mix of both of them
Creative or not? creative :D
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? I can't say I'm too logical, but enough.
Are you outgoing or shy? definetly outgoing
Are you lazy or active?more active than lazy but there's a bit of laziness in me!!

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? I guess so
What would you change? umm, little things. Oh, and I can never make up my mind!! I would change that.
Do you wear makeup regularly? yes.
Do you have a large wardrobe? umm... I sure do,haha

~Money~
Do you have a job? I'm working on it,lol
Do you like it? of course
Are you a saver or a spender? dude, I spend it as soon as it's in my hands......:/
Do you work hard or slack off? I'm a hard worker.
Have you ever been fired? Noo
In trouble at work? um, once I got in trouble like 4 years ago for talking too much
Made a major mistake? no
Ever had money stolen from you? noo
Are you always broke? haha, unfortunately!!

~Embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment? ohh, a guy was saying hi to me and i didn't expect it, so out of my mouth came "Nii" I said Ni. instead of Hi.hahaha.
Ever giggled like an idiot? Yes, I love it!!
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? Yes
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? hhaha, yes!!
Ever said soemthing really stupid? yep
Ever snorted while laughing? rarely, but i have...like once
Ever fallen off a bed? yes, and in my sleep
Ever sleepwalked? once when I was sick.
Ever sleeptalked?yess,haha
~Memories~
Whats your best memory? Going to Beale street and then to the Big A. I miss those places!!
Worst? Can't recall...
Whats the wierdest memory you have? Indiana
Do you have a good memory? yepp
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having?  Christmas at my grandmas when everyone was there.

~Thoughts~
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yes!!

Whats the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words? cheese : moldy
rubber : tires
clothes : love
big : Manhattan
dress : fall/spring
polyester : ew,gross...
kite : the sky!
washing : machine
Any Regrets in Life? No

 Alright, so yesterday was fun. I got around 10 calls in the span of an Hour, which was kinda interesting.First, the production company called me and left a message saying that they need me to come in for a hair cut either Tuesday or Friday...and I'm out of town- so that was virtually impossible,but I had already talked to people from the casting department and arranged to have my hair cut on set.Well, after many calls back and forth we came to the conclusion I'll just have it cut while I'm here! Simple enough. I'm nervous!! They want it to be right below my shoulders. Really,it'll be fun, because they're going to give me a cool 60's do when I go in for hair and makeup,and after I'm done with this movie, I can have it styled or something.Plus , my hair grows really fast.

      Yesterday afternoon we went to the airport to pick up my Grandmother, who was coming back from Japan.She was there visiting her sister and neice,ect. Well, we left at about 3:00 and ate dinner there, and found out her plane was delayed for 2 hours! Hah. So, we just ended up hanging out until 8:30.It wasn't boring at all , though. I lovvve airports. I don't know why I do, but I do. I saw a band that looked ALOT like U2- but it wasn't. Just the frontman looked alot like Bono, which was cool.

     Finally her plane arrived and we got out of there! Her family(I'm not even going to attempt to spell any of their names) sent her back with alot of cool gifts from Japan,like:

   A pretty shirt from GAP,A shirt form a designer I haven't heard of, Face Cream from Hollywood salon(the salon that did my Grandmother's hair for her wedding,as well as Dorris Day and some other actresses),A Hankerchief with the Guardian of the Sea on it,from Hawaii,A blanket with beads on it from When My Grandmothers sister traveled to India,A Japanese Kimono with the bow and sash,A pretty scarf and a key ring...but the coolest thing ever...was the Swarovski Crystal body jewels.It's like those jewel-like tatoos that you see people wearing sometimes...it's like a heart shape and it sticks to your skin and looks very cool...well, it's one of those, but it's made out of Swarovski Crystals.Very cool. I think I'll wear them next time I got to Memphis!!:D I have alot of 'Thank you Cards' to make when I get to the house later.

   We just left my other Grandma's house. Debbie brought Cassidy over!! She's only 4, but she's getting so tall. It's adorable.

    But anyways, I have a Book Report and a Research Paper to start. Later.

So tired!! This week was extremely busy. I'm just about ready to graduate!! I only started on the 8th of this month, but I've been wroking really hard since we came to TN so I could go ahead and finish. My school is in Paris, so that's a cool drive. Lately it's been around 45 degrees outside in the mornings and nights, which is a really nice sign that Fall is FINALLY here!!

  I got my hair cut!! :X The casting agency told me I could chose between right on the shoulder or right below the shoulder, so of course, I chose the later option. I'm so not used to shortish hair, but I think it looks really good. Donny, he guy who cut my hair, said it looked "perfect!" so that's a good sign. I wonder how they're gonna do it in hair and makeup. Donny said they'll probably put it in a pony tail and style it for the prom scene. Anyways, The movie now has a title and isn't called "Untitled Taymor Project" anylonger!! It's formally called "Across the Universe" like the Beatles song. It's staring Selma Hyack and Evan Rachel Wood and some others, but I just heard Selma is signing on to be in it, which is awesome.

   Flying back in a few days. Really nervous.

 Shan's in Stroudsburg!! I miss that girl. We talk on the phone pretty often, but she's gonna meet Osafo at the football game. I was hoping I'd be back by now, but oh well. I'm glad I'm finished with almost everything. I'll be graduating by the end of this month, which is a huge achievement and so far, I have all A's and B's. Suprisingly, my worst subject is what I have the highest average in. I only have a few more things in Alg. 2, and then I'll be done. I've had Alg. 1, Geometry and half a cred. of Alg 2, but I hate it. I'm completely done with Senior English- I turned in the book report and the final research paper with notecards and outlines on Thursday, so when I come back in a few weeks they should have them graded. Done with basically everything. On Oct. 19th they're selling class rings, so I'll have to definetly get one! I think I want an Emerald jewl in the middle and for activities, I'll have drama masks and colorguard flags engraved on it. When some of the people in Paris heard I was gonna be in a movie they were all ecstatic, haha. It was cool, because Paris is the size of a crumb. Even here people think it's pretty cool.

 I'm so glad it's fall. The wheather is fantastic and the colors are beautiful, like a painting. I can't wait for Halloween!! I'm gonna be a flapper from the 20's. The costume is very swanky- black dress with fringes and black gloves and those little headbands they used. I kinda wanted to buy some makeup to make it more Halloweenish but whatever. I think I'm going to a party at the deerhead Inn in the water gap. I wonder? I wonder who's gonna be there and how drunk everyone's gonna be this year. Last year I went to a party and ened up walking around the neighborhood at 1 in the morning with Robert, Eva and Stephen. It was fun, but I love the deerhead.

       Going to see My Fair Lady at the Roxy. I haven't seen John or Tom in almost 6 years when they directed me in Carousel.. should be interesting!!

  Xoxox

 Yesterday was first day of shooting!! It was fun. I called the agency and my call time for the van that takes everyone to the set was 10am on the corner of 34th and 3rd. It wasn't really a van...it was more like a Charter Bus and was very comfortable.

   Then we all got to Jamaica high school which is where it was filming the high school scenes. We were ushered past alll the trailers and production trailers and star trailers and into the schools auditorium. The school was HUGE and was built in 1892. It was gorgeous!! when we all got there, there were already tons of people who had earlier call times. At first I had some trouble with my work papers because i had sent them all off and got my school paper stamped and sent in, but the hadn't processed it yet, but then they decided it was legit. A few other families had the same problem.

       after that got straightened out, I got my wardrobe and got hair and makeup done. They were going for "fresh faced" looks, so everyone had barely any makeup,other than foundation and powder. We shot outside in like, 80 degree wheather and had to wear winter clothes!! We all were literally "tanning for prom".

   Today was prom. :D It was fun. My call time was 6AM!! Some people had a call time of 4:30!! I had to get up at about 4 and almost missed the bus because the subway was local that time of the day. But I saw this guy who looked wonderful!! And he had a cool Irish accent,too.

    Made it to the bus and it was still dark. everyone was sleeping,haaha. When we got there we got hair and makeup done first, Today everyone got alot more makeup. Mine was really pretty. It was the whole Marilyn Monroe black eyeliner thing and lipsticks and eyeshadow that matched the dress, which was pink.

  Hair was a blast! I got comb over bangs and a ponytail that had lots of curls in it. It was VERY 60s. they had already cast principal dancers for the prom scene that Evan Rachel Wood is in(she was in Thirteen and Green Days wake me up when september ends videO)  and everyone else was just sitting around for 2 or 3 hours waiting to go into the prom scene. So, me and this girl went and watched by the door to the auditorium and all of a sudden this assistant needed more people, so we got to go in and go to prom!! He also brought in some guys and a few more girls and we got to dance our butts off to 60s music. It was awesome.

   Later they brought everyone in, and me and my date got to stay in our up front spots. We were definetly in some shots, and we had to dance for about 2 minutes and were doing all kinds of cool dances and it was just so awesome!! But I'm so exhausted.

  XOXO

    I should be getting my paychecks soon!! 170 bucks for 2 days work isn't bad at all. Tomorrow we're leaving for MEMPHIS!! Love love love Memphis. I guess I get to see Nat and Barbara just like before and this time, I'm taking pictures. There were/are alot of subway threats of a suicide bomber. It's all over the news and is really scary because they were talking about using a baby stroller this time and crap. Mayor Bloomberg rides the subway and did today so that's kinda nice..

Dude, the Beatles seem to be everywhere! You'll think of me when you hear or see them!

Dude, the Beatles seem to be everywhere! You'll think of me when you hear or see them!

Dude, the Beatles seem to be everywhere! You'll think of me when you hear or see them!

I'm back in Tennessee finishing school up! I should be done by the end of this month. When I was finishd shooting, I found out that we would leave to go to Memphis and then I'd be able to finish up school. We had to go to Memphis anywyas because Tim had to see the kiddies.

    We got to Clarksvegas on Sunday, and my Aunt and Uncle came down from St. Louis because they heard we were coming , and they were on their way to Chatenooga anyways. we went to the Amish stores out in Guthrie,Kentucky and this really cute Amish boy that was working there smiled at me, the "evil city woman".hahhaa

    Anyways, we spent some time at their hotel and they left the next day, but we didn't. We left on Tuesday because we had some reservations at the Casino resort in Tunica: Fitzgeralds. It looks like a beautiful castle and I love it!! The Tuesday we got there, we dropped Tim off at McDonalds to meet Anna.  Then we went back to the hotel to check in and unpack the car. We went down to beale, but didn't stay too long because we had to pick Tim back up.

I figured it's time for a new layout. It's just a good time for new things!! I'm thinking about dying my hair  in a few days. It'll be fun- new hair, new hair color!

   Anyways, Lisa's b-day was a few days ago, which is cool because now she's 18 and Shannon turned 18 yesterday!! I'm glad for them. 18 used to seem really far away and now it's only 4 months away! It's scary, but exciting at the same time. It's almost like a deadline when everything turns "real" because it's all legal (including you). Haha, that's the part Shan likes best!

   And I can't say I blame her.

HAppy Thanksgiving!

  Today was certainly fun.We had signed up to walk in the Macy*s thanksgiving day parade, so at 4am we(Tim and I) got up and caught the subway.Well, the MTA person he had called a few days ago said to take the D to 86th, but it kept going on past it all the way to 125th street...Harlem.haha So we eventually got there, but we were there before everyone else in the parade was, so we were able to run to Starbucks and get really good views of the floats and get pictures of the floats.

   Then a while later, we met with our float's group and our float: Oklahoma Rising, was positioned right in front of where all the Limmos pulled through and went past central park and parked.

   Kristen Chenoweth was the lady who sang Oklahoma' on the float for the cameras in front of Macy's.She was on broadway in Wicked and is now the spokesperson in commercials for Old Navy and is on the West Wing.I got a picture with her, as well as tons of pictures of other people and things that were awesome! One of those being this band...one of the guys was looking at me, like in hopes that I knew who he was, but i didn't...but after a little bit of looking at them, I went over with the Papparrazi and snapped a couple photos. I think they were called The Click 5? And I got a picture of Johnny Bench(baseball player).I asked him if i could, of course,lol. Then he came over to Tim and I and asked if we were busy and if one of us could take a pic. of him in front of the float, so Tim did because my hands were numb!!

      Then, one of the Beach boys came over to Kristin and took her picture, which was funny because she said "you're not supposed to take my picture, your famous!" It was def. a fun day. Especially when someone in Times square threw toilet paper rolls out of a 30 floor balcony and one got caught on our float!! :D

I'm really very over someone named Neil...what was up with that to begin with? I don't have a clue.

 I like blogging alright. It's kinda fun. I want mine to be at least a little interesting for those who happen to read it. And I got inspiration from a really good blog that won the best of memphis 2005' award(yes i still keep up with memphis.I love memphis.).And lately I think I've been putting alot more work into myspace and livejournal because my friends read those. Virtually no one i know has one of these, but that's alright. It's still cool,I guess! But yeah. More interesting blog!

KEVIN shaved his hair off...whew!  That takes some guts.he had purty hair, too!

So I really wanna see Rent while it's in theaters. I also think that Pride and Predjudice would be pretty good.

   Our neighbor,John, who is 90 years old has a wife who just had a heart surgery and things aren't looking good. At least that's what he said, and it's sad because he'll be alone :( he thinks she's gonna die because she hasn't gotten out of it yet since the surgery. I never met her, but I said hi to her whenever i passed her on the streets. She wasn't really old. So here's to her!

   Nick said he's come to my graduation! YAY! I <3 that guy. Speaking of graduation, when we were playing cards (Poker is the best) Tim was talking about my grad present, which sounds good, so far *knock on wood* !

    What am I thinking about doing tonight?   The Rockefeller tree lighting is gonna be tonight at about 7 or 8 and the Goo Goo Dolls are gonna be there, sheryl crow,megan mullaly and another cool band i can't remember!

 Christmas is so close! I mean, it's 26 days away, but that's still close. And in NYC right now, it's a cool 60 degrees and sunny. I'm enjoying the wheather while I can before it's freaking freezing.

   XOXOXOXOOXOXXOXOOXOOXOOXOXOXOXOXOOXOOXOXOXOXO

 But anyways, SNOW! Not tons but alot. It's still kinda frozen out there! It's alright. really Christmas-y though.

      Graduation is coming up, and I'm pretty excited! Because firstly it's early and secondly(is this a word!?) I'm graduating with honors, so that's kinda nice. It was especially fun when I would get to go to Beale or do anything I needed to do instead of having to worry about going to school for 8 hours. I really think school wastes alot of time. I mean, you really dont need 8 hours to learn everything. But anyways...

  New Years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. I hope everyone has cool plans and more importantly,someone to kiss at midnight! <3

          *Fall

     *Acting

            *Interesting people

         *"non normalcy"

               *Memphis Music

*the Strokes

              *New York City

    *Nick Tooms

          *Natt Kerr

*Watching people sing Karaoke

    *Elvis

        *shopping for Clothes

   *my paris blues jeans(my absolute favorite ever!)

*the Gotti Boys

                    *Lake Martin

         *my grandmas photo albums

                    *Spin Magazine     

 *starbucks tall white mocha and iced vanilla chai teas

           *Memphis wrestling

       *Beyond the Mat

     *the Lawlers

                      *knowing what 'Mark' means

    *Halloween

             *Being from the south

        *reading magazines